When close gets too close

Chapter 17

Chapter 17-

We finally landed, I was nauseated, cranky, and light headed. All the thoughts in my head screaming at me to turn around, It took every bit of my strength to say no to him and move on. I was outside the airport looking for a taxi. I got to Jasmines house and stepped inside the door quietly. I walked up stairs and into her room, when I heard my phone buzz.

Text from Jas:

Finally you are home turn on the T.V and turn it to 517… You will see the boys interview or you will miss the part! J

 What part? I only missed about 6 minutes, I turned on the T.V and saw all the boys talking to the interviewer, Harry was talking, I turned the volume up.

“Journey Nicole, I’m sorry everyone, Crystal and I were a thing but so were me and Journey I lied to all of you, I just couldn’t admit I was in love with her and having a baby with her because management didn’t want me too, but now I am, I am madly, crazy In love with Journey but were not together anymore because I freaking screwed up! I need to get her back and tell her I need her! She would never listen to me! Now she is on a flight back to the UK with her hating my guts! I’m sorry I can’t do this interview… I have to go get the love of my life back from leaving me, goodbye,” He said.

Oh my god! All that time I was blowing up in his face and saying no I didn’t love him and everything. I feel so horrible right now. That was the sweetest thing anyone has ever said about me. He must be heart broken.

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***Harry’s P.O.V***

I open the door to our trailer and step inside and all eyes are on me. Everyone gets up and Zayn in the first to talk.

“She left?” He says.

“For good,” I say a tear rolling down my eye. “I mean I should’ve seen it coming, after the way I treated her and dis respected her,” I say.

“Its going to be okay mate, were all here for you,” Liam says getting up and giving me a hug.

I shove him off me, He backs away in shock. I look at all of them. “Why do I always have to screw everything up? I can’t do anything right,” I yell walking off down to my room. I sit down on my bed and hold my face in my hands. I grab my phone and open it up to Journey’s # and I click on the ID picture of us on our date. I got teardrops on my phone and wiped them off. Then I heard a knock on the door, “Go away!” I scream. Someone walks in and sits down on my bed. I look up and find Jasmine there.

“If it makes you feel any better she saw what you said about her at the interview, she feels terrible now for saying all those mean things to you,” She says.

“No, I deserved it she didn’t do anything wrong,” I say rolling over so I can’t see her.

“What’s going to happen about the baby?” She says.

“Darcy is going to stay with Journey while I go on tour and I am never allowed to see her, ever,” I say tearing up again.

“I am so sorry Harry, you know she probably didn’t mean any of that,” She says.

“Can you just leave me alone please,” I say stuttering.

She doesn’t say anything she gets off my bed and walks out of my room. I wanted to meet Darcy and see her so badly but I know I can’t. Can I even go to see Darcy be born? You know what Journey can’t tell me I am not allowed to see Darcy unless she files for custody. I can’t let that happen. But maybe I can, I mean I will be traveling the world with the boys and I. Maybe it is good for Darcy to not see me and J too. I am just thinking what is best for my little girl.

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***Journey’s P.O.V***

I saw on the T.V the news and it was about me and Harry at the airport. They got pictures and videos. Why can’t they leave us alone! It’s none of there business. I watch it anyways,

“Update on Journey and Harry Styles relationship, we saw Harry Styles band member of One Direction and Journey Nicole at the Australia Frontier airport, we found out that Journey was leaving for a flight back to the UK probably meaning that there relationship is over, because Harry Styles revealed his un-dieing love for her at an interview, he simply ran out of the building to go chase after her, he caught up to her just in time but shockingly did NOT take him back, soon after the talk she walked away from him an-“ I shut the T.V off. I couldn’t take it anymore. Don’t they get I feel horrible about myself for it. I just hope these months are going to go good without him. I don’t have plans on seeing him anytime soon.

I plop onto Jasmines bed and start to cry and think about her and Harry and my mom and dad. My life isn’t going the way I planned.