When close gets too close

Surprises, Tears, and Mistakes Chapter 21(Special Chapter #2)

Chapter 21-

(#2 Special Chapter)

***Journey’s P.O.V***

I pull my hands up to my face and start bawling my eyes out. I think I might faint, I am getting a little light headed. I start to tip over and Harry catches me. He sets me down on a chair, I can’t believe it. I don’t want to believe it. I look around and found that Danielle and Eleanor arrived and every single one of them are crying into there boyfriends shoulder. I look up at Harry and he looks down at me with his big green, shiny, pure orbs. He has tears flowing down his face like a river. I hug him as tight as I can I really need him right now more than ever.

I feel a strong hand on my shoulder, its Danielle’s. I brush my hand over hers meaning thank you and she walked out the door with the others behind her. It was just Harry and I all alone with Darcy. I stood up again and looked down at her. I once again put my hand through the hole and slipped my finger through her tiny hand, Harry did the same.

“Hi Darcy, It’s mommy and daddy it turns out that you have a heart problem, and this might be the last time I ever see you again but if god allows it you will be with us forever, we just wanted to say that we love you so much,” I say still crying a waterfall.

“Harry, I’ll marry you,” I say. He looks down at me the sadness and fear in his eyes suddenly loosen and become more happy and hopeful. He smiles at me and kisses my forehead. He than again pulls out the ring and slips it onto my finger.

“We should go home now, it is getting pretty late,” He says.

“I want to stay here, with Darcy,” I say.

“You can’t they wont allow it, we will come back tomorrow,” after he says that he takes my hand and we walk out the door saying our goodbyes to Darcy.

~THE NEXT DAY~

***Journey’s P.O.V***

“When will I be able to take her home?” I ask.

“That I am unsure of,” The doctor says.

“Do you know what kind of heart problem?”

“Congenital Heart Disease,” He says.

“and?” I ask worriedly.

“One of the types of Congenital Heart Diseases is Patent Ductus Arteriosus, leads to abnormal blood flow between two major blood vessels that carry blood from the heart, the condition is more common in premature infants like Darcy, the goal is to close the PDA, most of the times the babies… Die due to it..” He says.

The last part I froze, completely stood there doing nothing. All these thoughts and pictures of Darcy dieing and again with the what ifs! I completely collapsed on the ground and started to cry. I heard someone shouting my name and running footsteps. It was Harry. I felt strong arms wrap them around me while I had my knees up to my chest and my head in-between them. He stroked my hair while saying, “It’s Okay” or “She will be fine.” I know she won’t, But I don’t want to think about that right now. I pull myself up off the floor and walk down to where Darcy is. She looks better, better then she was when I first saw her. Harry came running in and stopping when he saw I had tears in my eyes. He walked over and gently wiped them away. He looked down at me, “She WILL be fine, she will be a healthy baby, they are treating her and she is going into surgery tomorrow, if she survives and the surgery goes well we take her home the next day but watch her very carefully,” I don’t say anything I just nod my head and watch them take her into surgery.

~1 Hour later~

***Journey’s P.O.V***

They wheeled her out and instantly I found myself face to face with the doctor. He doesn’t look happy, or successful. He looks down at his shoes.