When close gets too close

Chapter 7

Chapter 7-

“I can’t believe you are taking her side on this Harry!” I screamed at him from across the table.

“She called you a slut so what! You probably almost made her die Journey!” Harry screamed back.

“Hey guess what Harry! I know what to do about the baby! I’m putting it up for adoption!” I scream and start to cry. I run out of the restraunt and start walking away. Harry eventually catches up with me and wants to apologize but I say, “Save it Harry!”

“No! No! I won’t save it okay! I messed up again! But we will make mistakes and that only makes the relationship stronger, and are you really going to put the baby up for adoption?” He said.

“I don’t know… You are an international super star and 18 and travel all around the world… I’m 17 and don’t have any parents. That is not a good life for a baby, Espically our baby. Harry I love you to pieces it’s just hard these days… This breaks my heart but.. I think we should go our separate ways for a while.” I’m still crying.

“Don’t say that, please don’t say that J!” He is starting to cry now too. His green luscious orbs looking down into mine a tear rolling down his cheek. Not catching his jawline before I quickly wipe it away with my thumb.

“You guys can go on tour, I’ll stay behind with the baby.” I said.

“No! I want you to come with us! And I want to be there for you.”

“How am I suppose to do that Haz? I just- I can’t. I’ll be out of your way. You and the band will be better off without me.”

“Me and the band love you.”

“Please” I grab his hands and intertwine them with mine.

“Sing.. I need to hear you before you leave me”

“I gotta say what’s on my mind, something about us just doesn’t seem right these days, life keeps getting in the way, whenever we try to have a plan they always get rearranged, It’s so hard to say but I gotta do what’s best for me, you’ll be okay, I got to move on and be who I am, I just don’t belong here I hope you understand we might find a place in this world someday but at least for now I gotta go my own way” I let go of his hands… And walk away… With me thinking that is the last time I would ever do that again.

“This is the saddest moment of my life… Letting go.” He shouted.

“And this is the hardest moment of my life… Walking away.” I whispered to myself.

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“I can’t believe I am already 3 months pregnant and you’re on a tour for 6 months!” I say through facetime.

“I know right! I miss you though.” He says sadly. Yes.. we are back together I don't know why but if im going to have this baby I want Harry and ONLY Harry standing with me in that emergency room.

“Don’t think about that please! You will be back here in no time! And possibly meet your new son or daughter! I am going to my ultra sound today to find out! Yay!” I say smiling.

“Call me before you get there I want to see it!” Harry says.

”I have another call 1 second.” I say.

“Hey Niall,” I scream.

“Journey, Hey! How are you I wanted to call because we have all missed you and wanted to know how you were doing with the baby and all,” He said.

“That’s sweet thank you guys, and I am going to my ultra sound in like 5 minutes so I probably have to go.” I say

“Oh well call me back on face time when you get there.” He says.

“Okay love you guys!”

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“Okay I’m back Harry but I got to go to the ultra sound.”

“Okay… I love you J!” He says kissing the camera through the phone.

“I love you too Harry”

I ended the call and got out of bed. I got dressed and went down stairs, and headed to my ultra sound in Jasmines car.