When close gets too close

Questions, Rejections, and Pain Chapter 20(Special Chapter #1)

Chapter 20-

(Special chapter)

***Harry’s P.O.V***

        I bursted through the hospital doors and went up to the front desk not caring if the nurses were staring at me. She told me where Journey was and I raced through the halls bumping and shoving my way through people and carts. I finally got to her door and knocked. I heard a soft and weak voice say come in. I pushed the door open and Journey’s eyes grew wide with worry and fear.

“What the crap are you doing here?!” She says.

“I came to see you! I can’t believe you didn’t tell me this J!” I say.

“I didn’t want to worry you,” She says. Then mumbles something under her breath but I didn’t bother to hear.

“Well I am glad you did! Ugh! I am just gonna come out and ask it…” I say.

“What Harry?” She asks.

I walk over to her and kneel down on one knee. “Journey Daniel Nicole, Will you marry me?” I ask. I hope she says yes.

***Journey’s P.O.V***

He walks over to me and kneels down on one knee. I am a sucker for romance like this. I put one hand over my mouth as he took my hand and I started crying. As he took out a velvet blue box and opened it he said the words, “Journey Daniel Nicole, Will you marry me?” I didn’t know what to say. I had to do what was best for me and Darcy… And that is to say:

“I’m sorry Harry, But no…” I say, pulling my hand out of his.

“Oh my god thank you I will ne- wait what?” He says.

“I said I am sorry but no,”

“But.. But… Why?”

“It’s better this way, like I said I don’t want you coming to see Darcy 2 years into her life and then you having to leave again and her asking me where her daddy is…” I say heartbroken.

“I’ll quit singing! Just to be with you I will! You’re more than my career,” He says. I am absolutely gobsmacked that he would risk his career for me! ME!

“NO! Definitely not! I WILL NOT let you risk your career for me, You mean so much to me but I cant let you do that and this is the right thing to do…” I say. Right then I feel a sharp pain in my stomach and start to ache and cry even more. I scream in pain and doctors and nurses come rushing in and helping me but nothing helps. They set me up with me still screaming. They stick a needle right into my back. I think it is called an epidural. None of that stuff works though. Harry grabs my hand and squeezes it and holds it close to his lips and kisses it.

***Jasmines P.O.V***

The boys and I barge right through the door and gasp. I start to cry and run over to Journey. I move Harry over and grab her hand and say, “I’m here J its me Jaz!” She looks up at me and smiles weakly.

“We need to get that baby out… NOW!” One of the doctors says.

“No! No I want to keep her in longer,” Journey says.

“I’m sorry Ms. Nicole we have to get her out now or she will die in there,” The doctor says.

I got escorted out of the room along with Harry and the rest. Harry sits down and starts sobbing and sniffling. I come and sit next to him and rub his back. “Everything is going to be okay,”

“Are you seriously telling me that it is going to be okay,”

“Well yea, because it is, Journey is the strongest girl I know and you’re the toughest guy I know, the point is your both strong and the baby will be too and she will make it through this, alive…” I say.

“What if she doesn’t?” He says starting to sob more.

“All we can do is wish and hope,” I say crying into his shoulder.

“NO! That isn’t good enough!” He says shoving me off him, banging my head on the seat, he stands up.

“We can’t wish or hope and we can’t do anything! God has made his decision and he decided to let her die! I’m not going to just sit there and let everyone tell me it is going to be okay when really you guys are afraid too, and not just for the baby dieing but for Journey too! This is all, my fault, like everything else I screw up! If I had never had sex with her this wouldn’t have happened! The baby, the problems the cheating, the everything! I don’t deserve to be in Journey or Darcy’s life!” He screams at the top of his lungs. Glaring at everyone. Everyone was flabbergasted. Harry just walks away down the hall.

***Journey’s P.O.V***

It was pure agony, but it was finally over. I lay here watching them take her away from me. Not even letting me hold her because there are possibilities… I don’t this to be happening I pretend everything is just a dream and I want to wake up with my baby safely in my arms, carefree. But it’s a dream that will never come true… The doctors walk out and everyone comes in, except Harry. Of course he bailed on me again. He always does when things get hard. That is why I can’t marry him.

“Where is Harry?” I ask.

“He left, he stormed out after thinking this was his fault,” Liam says.

“Of course, he is a runner,” I say.

“What does that mean?” Niall says.

“It means he runs when things get hard, or things don’t turn out the way he planned, that’s why I can’t marry him,” I say.

“I’m not a runner,” I heard someone say, It was Harry. He was standing by the door with his hands in his front pockets looking down.

“Why did you finally decide to come back?” I say.

“Because you need me, and I know you do I know you still have feelings for me even though you don’t show it, I know this is terrifying and your scared, but I am going to be here with you know matter what, I will stand by your side, and when you need me I’ll be there and I will never ever give up, so can you please marry me?,” He says.

Before I could say anything a doctor comes in and says we are allowed to see her. I get helped out of my bed by Harry who is holding my hand the whole time. I walk into the room with all these babies who have problems just like mine. I spot Darcy, I walk as fast as I can to be by her side. I slipped my hand into the box or whatever thing she was in and slide my finger into her small, fragile like hand. Harry was by my side and he started to sing.

“Isn’t she lovely,

Isn’t she wonderful

Isn’t she precious

Less than one minute old

I never thought through love we’d be

Making one as lovely as she

But isn’t she lovely made from love” It was the most beautiful song I’ve heard. I mean he sang it to me once or twice. This time he was singing it to Darcy.

“I’m sorry to interrupt your moment, but I was wondering if you would like to know what is wrong with her,” A nurse says.

“Well duh! Tell us,” Harry says.

“She has…

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