Actually the best day of my life. You know when you just kinda feel a connection with someone that you have never felt before. Yeah same, that happened today.
So I was friends with Matty for about 2-3 years on the internet before I met him. I met him for his birthday with a group of friends. That day was an amazing day and I loved it. I spent a load of time with him and we made a catapult out of his phone case 😂.
Well today, as most people know, is Valentine's Day. Everyone's posting about how much they love their S/O on their stories and I'm here like a sad puppy 😂. I had a look on Matty's story and he wrote "time to be all alone. You lot should have a nice Valentine's Day, I'm gonna sit here alone. Love matty." I thought this was pretty funny and relatable so I replied. I said that we are basically the same person 😂. Because I replied, we ended up talking for the whole day. I think I'm falling for him. He told me that meeting me on his birthday was one of the best things from the day. I think I'm falling in love with someone and I don't know what to do. It has only been a day. I don't know how love works. I have never kissed a boy. Wow help!!!
23:00 I self harmed again 😶
All names used have been changed to protect identities and shit idk
