My head is fucked at the moment so that's fun. I can't think straight, I am self harming every night, I'm stressed af, there's more but I cba. I honestly can't wait until all this is over. I want to go out for a night and sleep in a tent in the middle of a field and spend a lot of the night looking at the stars with only one person who I would love to be able to do all that with. It wouldn't be stressful. I would be able to make the tent really warm by bringing a ton of blankets. It would be so fun. Just a night away from all the bullshit in the world.
