Mum's boyfriend attacked me this morning. Honestly scared the shit out of me. He has scared me for a long time and I have always been cautious because of what my dad did. We were arguing and he decided to get in my face. I pushed his shoulders back because I didn't want him screaming in my face (I'm weak af), and he snapped. Grabbed me and pulled me further into the room whilst my mum was yelling at him to get off me. He hit me a few times and I literally had to keep hitting him to get him off me. I just want him to fucking leave. If he thinks that I will forgive him after that then he can think again. I don't want him in this house. He already hates my 5 year old brother because he acts like a normal 5 year old (loud, plays with toys), my brother is so scared to say something to my mum out loud (same as me) that he will whisper to her but still gets shouted at for that. We can't talk to our mum without being shouted at for what we say. I always text her but I don't know what the others in my house do. I'm scared that he is gonna hit my brother at some point and I won't be there to protect him. I'm scared he is gonna hit my mum at some point.
Anyway, I'm gonna leave it at that. Don't really have much else to say.
xx
