The Mistakes I Made (Mavin)

What The Fuck

Gavin's POV

The next thing I knew I was on the floor. "bloody hell what happened?" I asked rubbing the back of my head. I sat up and looked around. Michael was sitting in his chair with his face buried in his hands looking at the floor. I turned around and saw Ray in the door way. he looked shocked, scared, sad, angry, and excited all at the same time. "Vav is that really you?" Ray spoke in a low voice. "only if your my X-Ray!" I said standing, I walked over and Ray bro hugged me. I was about to ask how he was when I heard Michael, small whimpers coming from him. "Micool are you okay?" I asked. I rested my hand on his shoulder, he flinched at my touch and pushed me away "Don't touch me!" he yelled and ran out the door. "Micool wait" I yelled I was about to go after him when all the guys came rushing in and I knew I had to stay and chat.

Michael's POV

'No No No No why did I do that?' I asked my self. I ran out of the office. I could hear faint yelling and laughing. nobody even cares that I'm gone. Gavin probably hates me now. he probably thinks I'm an awful person because I have Lindsey. it could also be Gavin's fault. he's the one who came back here after two years. he's the one that jumped at me. Gavin's the one who kissed me. I could blame it all on him and everything will be fine. it was all gavi- "Micool, Micool where are you!" my thoughts were interrupted by the one and only Gavin himself. I don't answer but he finds me anyway sitting in the kitchen on the counter staring off into space. "there you are Micool. what happened to you?" he walked closer to me as he talked. i still didn't answer him. "Michael can you hear me?" he was standing in front of me and waving his hands in my face. "yes Gavin I'm fine!" I said it in a louder tone than I should've. "what's wrong Micool?" he took a step closer. I put my hand on his chest to stop him but I guess he took it as something else because he wrapped his arms around me and slid me off the counter so I was closer to him. "Gavin please" I said. I couldn't help but want this even more with Gavin so close "why'd you leave me Micool" he was whispering in my ear sending shivers down my back. "you know why Gavin"I said "do I?" he said, by this point he had me pressed with my back on the wall. I hated myself for wanting him. I wondered what would happen if I just leaned in a bit. yes this is what I want. I pressed my lips on Gavin's soft ones. he stopped talking and smiled into the kiss. it was a short kiss filled with love and want. so I did it again and Gavin happily complied. I heard a small squeak come from Gavin and I pulled away "what was tha... fuck!"

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I'm back with a chapter to change it all... haha just kidding but read it.