Broken (Harrystyles fanfic)

Chapter 8

I woke up and opened my eyes. Feeling puzzled and confused at my unfamiliar surroundings. I craned my neck and looked up trying to get a better view of where I was. That action alone was a huge mistake. My head was pounding from the amount of alcohol I had consumed the night before. I clutched at my head trying to soothe the pain but it did nothing. I head a muffled groan beside me and I stopped dead in my tracks. I looked down to see Harry sleeping peacefully beside me

I took this rare opportunity to study his facial features. His jawline alone was pure perfection along with his Lucius lips and dimples. I noticed Harry was shirtless so I had the time to look at his meaningful tattoos and toned body. I was completely caught of guard when a few raspy words were spoken from Harrys ruby lips

"Like what you see love" he smirked with his eyes still closed. I immediately felt my cheeks start to redden

"Sorry I was just um..." I stuttered

"Shhh no need to be embarrassed Lily" soothed Harry his lips forming into a soft smile. I looked down his words slightly calming my agitated state.

"Harry did we do anything last night" I nervously whimpered

"No we didn't, I promise you that Lily" Answered Harry, looking me dead in the eyes. I could hear the pure truth in his words

"Okay" I sighed pure relief flooding through my body washing away every ounce of concern

"You can relax now love" grinned Harry gently caressing my worried face. I had not realised how tense I was still in shock from waking up in Harrys bed.

"Can we go have breakfast now I'm kind of hungry" I spoke in a timid voice looking down once again.

"Off course" grinned Harry "but the others don't know you slept in my bed so you might want to go down a bit before me" '

"Well you go down before me as I'm going to change I to pjs as I don't want the boys thinking I slept in the same clothes as I wore yesterday" I stated and left the room herring Harry chuckle from the bed at my strange actions

I waltzed into my room feeling on top of the world. I had just woken up next the man I have developed feelings for. What girl wouldn't be happy! I quickly stripped of my dress and pulled on a baggy grey top and some black mini shorts. I pulled my hair into a messy bun before traipsing down the stairs. I saw all of the boys seated at the table except Harry who stood over the stove cooking what I guess was breakfast. He still remained shirtless with made it hard for me to tare my eyes away from his beyond perfect body. He turned around and winked at me clutching his piercing between his lip trying to stop the already forming smirk. Luckily none of the boys noticed as they were two hungover to bother looking up.

"Morning Lils" groaned Niall

"Morning Niall" I managed to mumbled as I made my way to the table and slumped down next to Zayn

"Rough night Lils?" He questioned in a humoured whisper luckily none of the others heard

I raised my eyebrow at him while simply answering with another question "what are you implying Zayn"

"I know you slept in Harry's room last night, none of the other boys know don't worry" he answered

"We didn't do anything I swear, just slept as apparently I was really emotional and Harry didn't want to Leave me on my own" I murmured in a hushed voice

"I believe you lily, just be careful okay?" Stated Zayn before standing up to help Harry with the breakfast.

I watched as all the boys talked about the party and all the events that had taken place. Im surprised they remember anything from the state they were in. Even Josh had let loose apparently kissing 4 different girls. He was not usually like that, I mean he has a girlfriend but I guess that can't be helped now. It's not like she hasn't cheated on him before. They always find their way back to each other in the end. I wish I had someone that close to me. I don't mean literally but emotionally. Someone to help me concur my fears and help me through the hard times. No one knows what I have been through...Josh knows the half but not deep into the depth of the problem.

My heart has been tore to shreds by the boy I loved. He broke me. I never knew he was such a monster. Right now I can feel he is looking for me, trying to seek the revenge he adores. I don't feel safe in this world anymore.

A/N

Thank you all so much for reading this chapter:) sorry I haven't been updating I have had loads of exams the past weeks and haven't had time to update:( hope you all like the story so far and remember to comment your opinions

~simply1d_boys x