Over Before It Even Began

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{Zed POV}
I felt like my heart actually broke, someone took it out of my chest,and crushed it in their hands. This was the feeling I had while seeing Addison and Luke kissing. I didn't even wait to see what would happen next. I couldn't handle my emotions. He was officially  her first kiss. NOT ME. I felt anger, but mostly heartbreak. I knew I had no right to be mad at her or even feel like this because she wasn't mine, but why did I feel this broken. All I knew was that Luke better watch out at practice because after seeing the kiss he shared with Addison I don't know what I'll do to him.

{Addison POV}
Luke kissed me. He actually had the decency to put his lips on mine. I'm sure any other girl would enjoy this, but I didn't. I pushed him off with all my might and slapped him across his face. "Why would you do that? I told u once and I'll tell you again. I DO NOT WANT TO BE WITH YOU! Just leave me alone and never come near me again!" I stormed off feeling tears rush down my cheeks. How could I let this happen? This was all my fault. I could never let Zed know about this. I ran into the girls bathroom and locked myself in a stall. I fell to the ground crying my eyes out. Even though Zed and I weren't together why did I feel guilty for kissing another guy.

After about 10 minutes of just crying by myself, I applied a fresh coat of makeup to cover up any evidence of me crying. I couldn't let anyone know about what just happened. Practice was about to start and I didn't have any room in my brain to be thinking about the incident with Luke. I tried my best to put a fake smile on my face to hide the pain I felt.

-during practice-
Everything seemed to be going normal. We were learning new cheers, while the football team were learning new plays for next Friday's game. All of a sudden a fight broke out in the middle of the field. I ran over to the group to see that the fight was between Zed and Luke! I quickly ran between them holding Zed's face in my hands. I saw dark purple veins all over his body, but it slowly disappeared when I touched him.

"Zed, it's me Addy okay. Calm down it's just me okay, nothing else is going to happen I promise." I tried to wrap my arms around him to give him a hug, but he surprisingly pushed my arms away and ran inside the school. I rushed behind him, but he was too quick. I checked each room I could think of until I found him at our spot.

"Get away from me Addison, I need to be alone." Zed said looking away.

"I'm not going anywhere. Zed what happened, why were you and Luke fighting. Zed come on, talk to me. Please."

"Don't act like you don't know."

"I have no idea what you're talking about. Please just tell me." I started to get more and more worried.

"It's nothing I shouldn't be mad anyway. It's not like we were ever together. Me and you come from two different worlds, but you and Luke are perfect together. A zombie and a cheerleader...it'll never happen. But a human football player and a human cheerleader is the 'perfect match'."  What was Zed talking about? How could he say this? A tear started to slide down my cheeks.

"Zed don't say that. Please don't say that we don't belong together. I need you please... please don't give up on us." I begged resting my head on his chest and my arms hanging around his neck.

"Look Addison, there never was an 'us'. We were just two people who hung out. The only reason why we were flirting with each other was because of who we are. It helped us get popular. Now we can stop pretending, you should go check up on your boyfriend Luke." And just like that Zed walked out the door. How could he say that? Why did he just call Luke my boyfriend? Was Zed really just using me this whole time?

I fell to the floor crying uncontrollably. I just lost probably the one thing that made me happy. How could Zed have that much of an effect on me if we never really were a thing? I know, I was utterly in love with him, and my one chance of happiness just walked out the door.

Oh no! Zed and Addison are over..... will they ever reunite? How will Addison handle this and did Zed really mean those words?

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