Im Not Special 》EDITING《

Chapter 19: ANGEL!!!!!

Chapter 19

Tesslyn's POV

I've been spending a lot of time with this kid named Angel Macros, he seems pretty OK, he's just always following me and I have now clue why its kinda creepy, some boy you barely know following you around all the time you would be creeped out too.

I started to look for Aspen I need some serious sisterly advice, now I mean I usually don't go to her for things like this or now that I think about it I hardly ever go to her for advice at all, we are to different people she's softball jerseys and Nike shorts with the occasional pair of boot cut jeans and me well I'm band T-shirts like Nirvana, The Beatles,Aerosmith, Iron Maiden, and my largest collection is 5 Seconds Of Summer shirts and cut-offs with dark colored skinny jeans with the occasional pair of basketball shorts and tons of hoodies

she was still my OLDER sister, I walked around the pack house for awhile until I got to the 6th floor, yeah this house is huge it has 7 floors each floor has 8 rooms and 8 bathrooms except for the seventh floor. The first floor included the living room, the kitchen, the dining room, the game room, the home theater, my grandparents room, 2 bathrooms, and a library/study.

The 7th floor included my room, a bathroom, and a library/study I thought it was pretty cool that I got my own floor I'm more the kind to keep to myself and blast my music I do miss my things at my old house like my MAC, my posters, my iPod, my iHome, my clothes, my pictures of mom when she was little.

I heard Aspen talking very loudly on the phone I couldn't quite make out who she was talking to, but I knew she was very angry with the person I knocked quietly, she stopped talking and said come in "hi Aspen, can I talk to you for a minute" she sighed "Tess can it wait I'm kind of dealing with something" she said gesturing to her pink iPhone 5c

I looked down and shook my head "yeah,yeah of course I can see that you're busy I'm sorry that I asked just forget it its not even that important" she looked back at her phone and for a minute I thought she was going to hang up but it doesn't always go the way you think now does it "are you sure Tessie" I looked up and smiled at her but obviously it was fake but she couldn't tell

I walked out of her room and up the stairs into mine. I really needed to talk to her and it wasn't honestly about Angel anymore I mean yeah I needed advice but the first person I wanted to go to was mom and she wasn't here anymore and Aspen is the closest thing I have to a mom anymore honestly, I think I like Angel a lot but the only emotion I can feel anymore are sadness.

I didn't want to feel this way but its just hard you know. I opened the door slowly and threw myself on my bed and just cried and cried and cried about an hour of crying my tears turned into soft sobs as I heard a knock on the door I opened it expecting it to be Aspen or my dad but to my surprise it was neither it was Angel.

He stood there looking worried, Angel had distinct features deep black hair, and grey eyes and from his last name I guess you already figured out that he is Mexican, but if you didn't well now you know I wiped my eyes and let out a soft "hey Angel whats up" I sniffled and sat down on my bed and patted the spot next to me "Tesslyn whats wrong you look like you've been crying what happened" I let out a sigh and forced a smile on my face but it faded away " ha what am doing I cant hide my sadness with a smile like I do with everyone else you wont believe it will you"

I looked at him and he looked like he could kill anyone at any moment, when he looked at me I looked away "Tess what happened" he asked gently, I sighed again " its nothing Angel I cant talk to you about it one you wouldn't understand and two I cant talk to you about you now can I" he smiled and blushed a little? "oh so you want to talk about me did you now how about this I'll pretend to be anyone you want me to be then you could talk to about it right"

I smiled Angel always knows exactly what to say "fine its gonna seem a little weird though because I'm pretending that you're my mom OK" he nodded his head as to say OK I'm guessing "mom,its just hard because I miss you so much and everyday since you died I wished that I was in the car with you and I wish I had the same results you did so I could still talk to you and see you everyday I could talk to you about boys and I want you to help me with prom and my first date and my graduation but that didn't happen so I'm just stuck on this unfair cruel sick world aren't I, so might as well address my problem now like this because like I said I'm stuck, mom there's this guy named Angel and he's so sweet and protective and a great listener and I think I like him a lot I'm not going to say I love him because I mean I'm only 10 what do I know about love"

I looked at Angel, he had this smug look on his face "oh so you like me do you now" I punched him in the arm "you are supposed to be acting like my mom but if you must know yes I do like you now get out of my room" " fine, fine but if it makes a difference I'm glad you weren't in that wreck and two I like you a lot also bye" and he ran out of my room leaving me sitting on my bed as red as a tomato.

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