The Unthinkable((Rough Unedited))

Horan clan +1

Song: A Never Ending Dream - Cascada

Chapter 16-

November 15,2012

 Ever since Niall left, I've been on total lockdown at home. The boys will NOT let anyone around me unless one of them is there. I mean I get what they mean, they'd never forgive themselves if something happened to me while Niall was gone. Kimmy has been working her ass off on trying to find Niall these past three days, but there's s no luck. Secretly I've hired five secret agents to find Niall today but they've found nothing yet.

Louis and I have been talking though. He said me being the SMB could lead to me being the LeBrach De Chai. Sounds stupid??

 Yeah I know.. Weeeell, the LBDC basically is the SMB, but holds so much more power. The LBDC is usually a female, and can shift into a wolf, but in dire situations, can shift into other animals. It's really the Queen or King of the world, and can put the SMB on it's ass. He's also told me that Harry came clean with him the night James Malik came into the world.  

 I had asked what exactly, and he told me Harry had already found his mate. He had two kids, and that the rest Harry should tell us. No one knows except Harry, his mates and me. Louis also told me that he was angry that night and fully mated Cassia, and that's how he knew her secrets.

November 17, 2012

Harry finally came clean. He has a five year old son named Alyiss and a new born named after me, Katheryn. He won't tell us who his mate is though, all he says is we've met her.

December 23, 2012

 Every night I've been having night terrors of Niall. Actually more or less I was playing Niall in my dreams. Continuously, the dreams grew more gruesome. It started with me being thrown around by humans and wolves that were sort of merged together. That had to mean everyone around was werewolves.. Right? Anyway, as the nights alone went on the people-wolves would nip at my ankles, chain me up, starve me.. It was horrid. All I could think about was my pregnant mate.. Which had to be me.

 One night, I woke up screaming and ended up in Louis' bed crying in his arms. He said that I screamed in terror so loud he thought someone was here to get me, he held me but I couldn't sleep again.. And that's how I got in his bed. The next night I woke up again, but ended up with Harry. A week ago, I thought I.. Niall died, and I had to sleep in a bed with Liam. Sounds awkward to anyone who isn't as close to the guys as Liv and I, but to me I can sleep in any one of their beds and be comfortable.  

Tonight's terror was the worst.

"What do you want for christmas this year?"I asked a little blonde girl who had to be my daughter. There was an identical twin next to her.. Well identical besides the fact he was a boy.

"For you to tell me who my dad is."she crossed her arms. She was a cute little girl seconds before, but now she and her brother had to be at least fourteen.

"Uh," I thought about it. Images of me raising them alone flashed across them. Olivia and the boys were no longer in my life, and every one never ever said a word about the boys, Niall, or One Direction again after I had the babies. "Ever heard of One Direction?"