It still stings, I still choke on the memories of us.
But it's getting better. I am stronger now without you, I can find the power within my
broken soul to change what I found to be the most precious song I heard. I still find myself thinking of us, of how you made my heart flutter like a baby bird flying for the first time. I wasn't ready, you let go too soon. I was unsure and unsteady, but you pushed me before I knew the good parts of me were. Now I'm being grasped of the dark parts of my mind that you once scared away. But, I'm fighting my own monsters and dragons.. the princess isn't the damsel This time...
she's her own hero.
And she's growing stronger.
Things get hard, I question myself, i doubt things will stay, I expect things to end like my favorite book. You. You broke that part of me, you killed my hope. You locked my ability to trust like it was a rare treasure, and threw away my key. But jokes on you, I never gave you the real key. Because, my fears are the only things that protect me now. Thank you for proving me right...
I did win the "i love you more" fights... just took you a while to realize you would leave.
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PoetryJust a jumble of personal experiences I've had in life, or poems I created by my design or I thought were beautiful. Some short stories of reality or imaginary. Enjoy.
