The one thing that's good about being so broken, is the only thing you can do now is to fix yourself. Learn to be able to love yourself without needing anyone to do it for you. The only good thing about being left, is learning to live on your own with no assistance no second guessing. But the disadvantages are; not knowing how to let people help you when offering, nor how to let your walls down to those who will stay. I'm still learning how to be okay without you. I fumble, I fall but now I don't have your arms to catch me. I learned I have my own legs and I'm able to bring myself back up. But you left so abruptly. I don't have any idea where to go anymore or wher to start. I feel so lost, but I'll be fine. With you being gone, I'm learning how to live without you. Look at that.. I'm doing pretty damn well. I'm able to smile without you. I'm able to look at him without seeing the similarities between you two. I love him for him. Not what he reminded me of.. he's my angel, that saved me. He saved me from the brokenness you caused, you were destruction I was a tea cup caught in the crossfire of your violent mind. He is peace and safety, with a sense of adventure all at once.
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PoesiaJust a jumble of personal experiences I've had in life, or poems I created by my design or I thought were beautiful. Some short stories of reality or imaginary. Enjoy.
