Zane's twin

Alpha Queen

Zaylar's P.O.V

One month.
It had been one hole month since Max was buried.

((I would like to apologize for the rubbish I am going to write, it is 1am, so let's get this started.))

I still hadn't managed to talk with him again but me and Lucinda were so close. She had offered to help. I don't know why, but is was nice to have help. I probably wouldn't be this close if I didn't have her.
"He must of been one amazing guy for you to want him back this much. Was he your boyfriend?" Lucinda asks.
"Haha, no. Childhood friend." I tell her.
"How did he die?"
I pause. No one had really talked about his death. At least, not to my face.
"He was stabbed." I say.
"By who?"
I didn't know if I should tell her. She might not want to help me.
"A person he cared about, very deeply." I say not looking at her.
"I bet you hate them." She says.
"I do... Everyday..."
We try some more things but all fail. I leave Luci's house, leaving all the stuff with her as well, and head home.
It was getting dark. The sky was lit by millions of stars.
Each one sparked and floated around. All of them together.
I feel so alone right now. More alone then when I was with Ein.
I hear howls of Max's pack. They were still mourning his death.
"Zaylar?"
I turn around to see some of the betas.
"Rayn, Richard. Do you need any help?" I ask.
"Kind of..."
"You know I will do anything I can for your pack, just name it."
"Well the thing is, it isn't our pack..."
"What? Someone challenge your pack? I can help you regain control if you need. I'll call my pack." I tell them.
"No, Zaylar. The thing is. We are your pack."
"What..."
"You defeated our alpha... That makes you alpha."
"No..."
"You killed Max when you fought. You fought the alpha and won. That means-"
"I-I can't take his pack. I- Tha- I just can't. Isn't there someone else? Anyone."
They shake their heads.
I begin to feel dizzy. I can't take his pack. Not after what I did.
I fall backwards and feel someone hold me up. Then darkness.

I wake up to voices and pain.

"Is she ok? What did you guys do to her?" A female voice asks.
"We just told her about the hole alpha situation."
"She is just a kid you know, she has been through a lot to so just springing this on her isn't good for the poor pup." The voice says again.
I open my eyes.
"I'm not a pup..." I manage to murmur.
A wolf woman was sat beside me. She had long dark brown hair, her eyes were a brilliant shade of emerald green and her skin a beautiful brown colour. Her ears started the same shade as her hair and faded into a light brown the further up the ear. She looked to be on her mid twenties and had a mother feel to her.
"Of course your not sweety, hello, I am Raygen. I am happy to meet you. Everyone had great things to say about you, and I can tell they are true." Raygen says smiling kindly at me. I made me feel safe and happy.
"But, I killed Max. How can any of you want me here?" I ask.
"You defeated our old alpha and you became the new one. Plus, Max would of wanted you to take over."
"I've been told..."
"You may be younger then most of us but you have a better understanding of what is means to be alpha and to be alive."
"But, I am just a kid. I am not strong enough to be alpha."
"You will do great, trust me Zaylar. You will be amazing."

Gene's P.O.V

I couldn't believe the rumors, I had to see it for myself.
Yet sure enough Zaylar was sat in werewolf class, talking to some wolves. She really was back...
I wonder why she didn't come and see me, I think about the fight we had. The fight that led us to break up.
"You don't get it Gene! This isn't like your stupid petty bulling! I killed someone! I made someone's family become smaller, I removed someone from the planet!"
"Zaylar, it isn't like that, ok?"
"You know what Gene?!" She yells, tears streaming down her face, "we are done! Hear me? Finished! Now get out! Get out now!!"

I walk away. I guess even now she is back, she won't take me back...
But, she is back at school, she is happier. That is all that I care about right now. As long as she is happy, I am happy...