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Zaylar's P.O.V

I open the door and hear Garroth yell my name.
Damn it, if he grounds me again, Irene help him!
He pulls me into a hug.
"Where have you been"
"Gar it's six o'clock. Chill" I tell him pushing him away.
"I know" he sighs.
I take a deep breath in.
"Wait... Travis is here?" I ask.
"Yeah, he is up with Zane"
I smirk and pull out my phone.
I head up stairs quietly Garroth behind me.
I open the door to Zane's room.
I see Travis run his finger through Zane's hair. They were kissing...
I take a few pictures then yell.
"Eww PDA much!" I shout.
"Eek!" Zane sequels pushing Travis off him while Travis seams to get a shade darker in his cheeks.
I start laughing.
Garroth ends up chasing Travis half way to hell- I mean the nether because we don't know what hell is- and Zane gets a long talk from Garroth about no boyfriends.
"Soooooo," I say sitting next to a still flustered Zane.
"I didn't know he was going to kiss me! Honest!"
"But you liked it!"
"Shut up!"
"My dark little emo baby brother is gay for Travis, that's not something I thought I would ever say." I laugh.
"I will make up pay for this"
"Sure hun, while you're at it don't forget to kiss Travis goodbye" I laugh again poking his cheek. He was probably blushing too seeing how high his mask was.
"At least my boyfriends don't die or try to kill me!" He shouts.
I froze. My heart seamed to want to stop too. I had an urge to make up for what I did.
"Zay I'm sorry... I didn't mean it..." Zane says pulling me into a hug.
I didn't hug him back. I let my arms stay limp at his sides.
"I'm going to my room..." I lightly push Zane off and head up stairs.

Zane's P.O.V

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Fuck...
Why did I say that! I didn't even fucking mean it!
What if she relapses? It will be all my fault!
What do I do!?

I fall into myself, my head in my hands and knees to my chest.

Later on Garroth called us all down saying mom and Dad were working late, as usual, and that Aphmau was coming over.
She was so annoying. I hate her. Most the time...
Maybe she can talk to Zaylar!
I hope to Irene that Garroth doesn't just spend the whole time showing off the her.

Aphmau's P.O.V

I knock on the dark brown door to Garroth's house.
I here someone storm downstairs and the door flies open.
I expected it to be Garroth but instead Zane stood there looking concerned but a shimmer of hope in his eyes.

"Aphmau! Finally! Irene! I need your help," Zane begins to drag me inside by the wrist, explaining what had happened, "Do you think you can help?"

I nod, I knew Zaylar has had difficulties in the past, as Garroth had spoke to me about it. The last thing I want for anyone is for them to go back to that horrible place.

I make my way to Zaylar's room, I could hear music inside and someone moving around inside. I wasn't sure if this was a good or bad sign. I take in a breath and knock. The music continues but the moving stops.

Zane was waiting downstairs but I'm sure I could feel his anxiety add to mine as a few more seconds pass.

I knock again.

This time I'm met with a response from within, "Go away Zane." It was blunt and cold but it was something.

"It's not Zane, it's me, Aphmau. We've met before, I'm a friend of Garroth and Laurence's." I say, ever so lightly leaning on the door.

There is a small silence, "What do you want?"

"I was wondering if you would like to talk? About what Zane said, which he is very sorry about by the way."

The door opens slightly and I pull back from the door, it was a good sign. Zaylar looks around a bit before looking down to me.

"It's just me, honest." I give her a smile.

She sighs, opening the door and letting me in. As soon as I enter her room she shuts the door again, I'm sure if i head a tail it would of been trapped in the door.

I look around Zaylar's room, I'd never been in before now. I was surprisingly bright, the large window had it's curtains pulled back letting in the sunlight as it set. She had a queen sized bed with black covers and a my little horsies plush doll next to her pillows. The room it's self was rather big, and contained a walk-in wardrobe. There were a few posters around the room and a TV with an x-box and games. Along one wall was a book shelf which looked to be stocked with sketch books above all else. To be honest, there didn't look to be much she didn't have.

"You like my little horsies too?" I ask, looking at the doll.

Her face goes red and she throws her covers over it, "No, that's a babies show."

It was only now that I realized she was't wearing her mouth mask, and her ears and tail were on full display. She looked really pretty when she wasn't hiding.

"Shame, I love the show, I even had unreleased episodes downloaded on my phone."

She looks at me, I smile and take out my phone.

We sit and watch the show for a while until there all done.

For the first time since I met her, Zaylar smiles at me. "You know, your not half bad, Aphmau"

I laugh "Thanks. Do you want to talk, about what happened with Zane?"

"No, but I think I'm good now. Thank you, and if you ever need anything, call me. I know I have your number buried in my phone somewhere."

I smile once again, "Of coarse, friends?"

She nods and I give her a quick hug before we both go down stairs to hang out with Garroth, laughing about how he's only just finished doing his hair.

AN:

Well, at least there is a chapter out now. I still hate this story but I'll keep going. I want to finish it to get that sense of accomplishment. Thanks for reading, leave your suggestions!

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