"Collab with me Lana. Please."
"I'm on my way Si."
It's been 7 months.
It's gotten slightly better.
I thought I was getting better, until I found the letter, although I never liked what I read, Simon obviously wanted me to find it so I had to read it. JJ and I had hit the club a few times, not together together, as friends. He had introduced me to a few of his mates but none of them were very interesting. I don't know if I'm ready to move on, I still love Simon. In fact, I'll never stop loving Simon. It's Summer now, the boys went on holiday to Ibiza, I stayed at home. I've recorded a few videos in the past few months, my viewers have noticed my change in personality and appearance. But I don't know what to do about it, I physically cannot do anything without thinking about Simon and it's actually driving me to insanity.
I need him to be here.
But he can't.
And it's driving me crazy.
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