"Merry Christmas Simon."
"Merry Christmas Allanah."
Its been a year Simon.
A year since you left us.
Every moment has been torture, but I got through it, for you. I miss you more everyday and sometimes I can't cope with myself. Christmas wasn't the same without you, We had Christmas dinner at the Sidemen house and we saved you a seat, I don't know if you turned up or not. Josh proposed to Freya, and Ethan moved in with his girlfriend Emily. I wish you were here to celebrate with us, but some things cannot be possible. We miss you so much, all of us. It's been a really bad past few months but that's in the past now and I'm focused on the future. JJ is fighting for you in February, The Sidemen are bringing out loads of new merch for you Si. I'll never stop loving you Simon and I'll treasure your letter forever. I truly hope that we will meet again one day handsome. And that you will be happy, because I really hope that you are.
Simon Minter you do not know the things that you have done to me, and how much you have impacted my life. Even though you are not here, you are. And you always will be Si.
And I tried to save you,
I just wish I could have been quicker.
I love you Simon.
Love Allanah xx.
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