November

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"Always?."
"Always."

When I was with Simon, we did everything together. We were close, too close. When he took his life, I had no purpose anymore. All my friends were his friends, all of my viewers were his viewers and all of my fame was actually his. During long cold winter days, I found myself wearing his clothes. It was comforting. I often fidgeted with his ring, I watched him do that if he was ever under stress from editing, although he had nothing to be stressed about because all of his videos were quite successful. I had collabed with all of the Sidemen over the past few months, they all tried to keep questions and references away from the topic of Simon. It pained me to talk about him, but not as much as it used to.
Although I still have a void in my heart,
And I would do anything to see him again.

© SidemenGirl_

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