i miss you || simon minter

October

"Couple costume ideas."
"Mickey and Minnie?"
"Sounds good."

Simon was the cutest Mickey Mouse ever. I made him wear little ears and everything, the boys were hosting a mad Halloween Party this year but I'm probably just going to hide in my room, because people scare me. If my boy was here, we would go as a couple again, maybe Mike and Sully. I think Si would like that. It's been 9 months since it happened, the days have went past slower for me than anyone, The boys were happy, the happiest I've seen them. But they all knew that I was not happy. Tobi came around all the time now, more than he used to. He was worried about my health and I don't blame him, I've been heading down for a while. Depression. That's what the doctors call it, I'd known for a while but never told anyone.
That was the problem.
I never told anyone,
I kept it a secret like my life depended on it,
Because it did.

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