I'm a senior in high school most people would be happy right? well I'm not as happy as I could be my sister Is a teen mom, and my mom wont stop sleeping with half the men at work my best friend is into older men and thinks shop lifting is a hobby oh yeah, my dad walked out on us, go figures.
I can't forget the most important thing can I, I'm in the closet and the only person that knows is my best friend.
My day's started off pretty much the same I got ready for school seeing that I am a closeted senior in high school I had a lot on my mind, would I ever have the courage to tell anyone besides my best friend? School was almost over and I didn't know were to begin as I started to get ready Emily started blowing up my phone.
"Wake Up Faggot! " Emily always left my ear drums ringing she offended many but surprisingly she didn't offend me.
"Oh well good morning to you too my little basket case."
"Yeah well I cant see my therapist any more so I can't really have a heart to heart with him."
"Why?" I Stood in the middle of my room in search of my shoes and other parts of my wardrobe.
"Lets just say we did some things that weren't apart of the deal if you catch my drift" Emily said sighing.
"That's my girl, I'm starting to think you are more sicker then I thought."
"Just bring your ass outside already!" She demanded.
Hanging up the phone I took the rest of the time I had in the mirror like I was going to get a new face in the next 20 minutes and then I checked my laptop.
To me, social media was like a open window for people to look inside people's personal thought's and every move they made through out the day, but I didn't mind as long as I could scroll up and down Alex Hayes wall of pictures and post. That way I had some what of a glimpse into his life.
There were always new websites or videos I was never really interested in them until now, I feel like it's a invasion of privacy.
Alex was everything I ever wanted he was so close but yet so far away, it would kill me to see him with an air head, sluts or girl's that would last a while but would use him and then leave. I was his friend and that was good enough for me, at least for now.
I finished getting ready and took a last look at my messy yet combed dark brown medium length hair. I packed my book bag for school and made my way down stairs.
I grabbed a apple and met my nut shell of a best friend on the porch as she finished the last puff of her cigarette and then smashed it on the ground.
"Well the queen has finally decide to join us today."
"Shut up." I said as I trotted down the stairs.
"Bye Mrs. Cole I'll bring Matthew back in one piece... maybe " Emily chuckled.
My mom waved turning her back towards the kitchen window as she was having a phone call with someone, probably one of the many men she was dating or sleeping with.
We carried on walking to school Emily was my best friend she had a thing for Pedophiles and taking thing's that didn't belong to her. She was my kleptomaniac and she kept things going we would talk about any and everything especially when I would stay at her place.
We would stay up listing to her favorite band's "The Birthday Massacre" and "My Chemical Romance" and so many other's we would stay up and talk until there was nothing else to say or one of us had passed out. She knew everything about me and Vice Versa.
Emily knew my love for Alexander and my parent's saga and I knew which over age creep she was dating at the time and her alcoholic mom and step dad were never there so I was her family.
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Concealed
Teen FictionA High School boy in love with his childhood crush wants nothing more but to tell him how he feels but being the shy person he is has waited til the last minute and has obstacle in his way.
