I love Namjoon. Ever since the debut, my heart always belonged to him. I love everything about him, his smile, his dimples, his height, his muscles, how loving and caring he is, everything! He's also SO clingy! He either put his arm around me, back hug me, or secretly hold my hand when no one is looking. Every time he does that, butterflies start banging on my stomach and I start blushing. He's... perfect, it's just... he's not into men. It just breaks my heart knowing that he will never fall for me. But at least he's single... I hope.
Namjoon's pov
" Can you keep a secret?" I asked with hesitation feeling like I might regret this,
" Of course! You can trust me!" Said Hoseok with sunny smile across his face. I've never told anyone this before, no even yoongi. "What I'm about to tell you has been crushing my soul since debut, this cannot spread, something that I never wanted to admit, but I know it's true. You promise not to tell anyone?"
" Namjoon, you can trust me. I've told you all my darkest secrets. I'm sure you can tell me one secret!" Hoseok said while holding my hand.
I took a deep breath.
" I- I'm gay." I couldn't believe I had the courage to tell anyone. My heart was beating twice as fast than it was meant to. The whole was on my shoulders as Hoseok stared at me in shock, like he was about to slap me.
" It's ok, I totally respect you, but didn't you say you're straight?" He asked with a puzzled face.
"Well, I only say that to cover the fact I'm gay."
"Namjoon..."
"Yea what?"
"Do you love Jin?"
"W-what?"
" do you?"
" why would you ask that?" I asked as Sweat ran down from my head.
" cause you're so clingy to him, and you talk to him the most."
Well since he basically knows I'm gay, why not.
" Yes."
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Suicidal Love
Fiksi PenggemarJin had loved Namjoon ever since the debut and always wanted to be in his arms. But ever since he found out that Namjoon was straight and had a girlfriend, Jin tried his hardest to win him... even if it does mean he has to risk his life for him...
