Jin's pov
Near midnight, the whole world is asleep, having their own good dreams. Thinking that they can change the world, thinking they're special... that they have a meaning in life. Now look at me, alone, useless, has no meaning to the world, to bangtan... and to Namjoon. I'm worthless. Just look at me, at top of a rooftop... with a knife poking my chest... Well... here goes nothing...
Flashback
Don't get me wrong, I do love being in bts. I love singing, it makes me more happy. Everyone ( especially Namjoon) makes me feel so important and happy. All the fan are super supportive and encouraging. You could say say I have a perfect life I guess. It's just... I've been so miserable lately and I don't even know why. Well actually... I do know...
A/n: Hiiiiiii this is my first fanfic!!! I'm very new to so srry if the chapter was a bit bleh but I will be updating very recently but bare with me as I have school and stuff but anyway see u next chapter!!
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Suicidal Love
FanfictionJin had loved Namjoon ever since the debut and always wanted to be in his arms. But ever since he found out that Namjoon was straight and had a girlfriend, Jin tried his hardest to win him... even if it does mean he has to risk his life for him...
