Suicidal Love

6

Namjoon's pov
It's been 10 days since me and that oblivious whore had our argument. To be honest, I actually feel quite proud of myself! Before our fight, I had to listen to what Ana said and do everything she wanted me to. I never had the courage to say no or to do my own. Now, she knows that she's not the boss of me anymore. And plus, I get to spend more time with my Jinne! During that time, we done so many things!
You know what, I think I'm ready.

Jin's pov
At last, the moment I've been waiting for. Just me, my food and the camera. Since the whole Ana situation, I never had the actual time to do an Eat Jin.
"Hi guys! Sorry that I haven't done an eat Jin in ages, it's just... stuff happened so I had to sort that out but don't worry! I'm still alive!" After minutes of munching on ramen, I had an idea!
" So uhh, I know this might come out as random, but since I trust you guys, I'm going to tell you."
Just before I said anything, I closed the door.
"Ok, so as you know, I'm gay! But for a long time now, I had a crush on Namjoon,  and I still do, yea, so I'm planning to umm... ask him to be my... boyfriend so if you can comment what I should, I would appreciate it. But don't tell him!"
The comments section BLEW UP with suggestions! ARMY are such helpful people! Then out of nowhere, I heard girly giggles from my door. Who the fuck is it now? Immediately, I opened the door and guess who I saw? Two idiots ( Yoongi and Jimin) laughing on the floors like mad people!
"Oh Uhhh ... h-hi h-hyung." Stuttered jimin as him and yoongi stood up, "we were uhhhmm.."
"Look, do whatever the fuck you want to us, but we will actually help you ask RM to be your boyfriend. We really want namjin to happen." Yoongi Interrupted Jimin with his casual gummy smile at the end (one of my many weaknesses).
"Ugh fine! But until we sort this out, you two rascals have clean the dorm together!" I rolled my eyes to heaven.
"Well that's fine! At least I'm with Suga hyung! I get to see that cute gummy bear smile of his!" Yoongi shyly blushed and rolled his eyes.
"Well, I do love being around a cute mochi!" Jimin immediately turned red like crazy! Maybe I should hook them up.... hmm?

Namjoon's pov
"Joonie can we get this please?!" Jin pouted as he pointed to a bunch of mario plushies.
"Really? You already have like 25 toys of  those!"
"Please??" Jin gave me his adorable puppy eyes (which I can't resist!).
"Ugh fine! But only one!" Jin cheered like a little girl and hugged me pretty tight.
"I'm taking Princess Peach!"
"Why?"
"Cause she reminds me of me!"
"Just remember, you're MY princess!" I chuckled lightly while Jin was playing with his fingers and blushing at the same time. He pecked my cheek and hugged me again. He looked up to me and said, "I love you, to the moon and back. I'll do anything for you. You're my.... everything!" My heart deeply sank.
" Jinnie, promise me this."
"What?"
"Never leave me, no matter what. Cause I won't. You're too precious to me!"
"Don't worry, I promise!" I blushed even more than I have ever have in my life!
Me and Jin were walking down the street holding hands. It was pretty dark at the time so there weren't that many people. We were nearly home.
"Hey Joonie, isn't that Ana?"
"What?"
Jin pointed ahead of us, I couldn't my eyes. I saw Ana making out with some other guy!
"That bitch! How could she?" I took a deep breath and thought for a few seconds. "Actually, I have an idea!"
"What is it?" I took my phone out and got closer to Ana. Luckily, she was distracted so I was able to take a picture of her kissing that man. I winked at Jin and said, "You'll see!"

We got back home, and and the first thing we saw was everyone at the door, shaking their heads and crossing their arms.
"Ummm, what time do you call this!?" Yoongi said, sounding pretty pissed off,
"Umm, 10:50?" I sheepishly replied. Hoseok slapped me around the head.
"Hey!"
"So what were you guys doing?" Asked jimin.
"You know... did yous... make out or something?" Jungkook smirked as he said those words. Jin got so pissed that he turned red- the angry type of red.
"Urr, Yoongi, why do you care some much what time I come back home? It's not like you look after everyone and this house! And have you seen yourself when you come back home around 1am drunk and I have to take you to your room and feed you like a helpless baby!" Everyone was shocked as Jin scolded us. Jin isn't the type to tell people off, but when he's annoyed, watch out!
"Oh and Namjoon, don't answer questions if you know you have a dumb response!" Suga sniggered as Jin told me off as well.
"Oh and jungkook, no overwatch for two weeks, I'm taking your computer."
"What!"
"Yea that's what happens when you try to be dirty! Now you excuse me, I'm going to sleep! Eomma Jin out!" Jin sashayed out of the living room to his room. There was an awkward silence.
"So... who wants ramen?" Asked Hoseok asked. We all said yes, except me.
"Nah I'm fine, I've already eaten. I'm going to bed."
"Ok night night hyung!"Said jimin, waving at me.
"Oh and tell Jin we're sorry." Tae said.
I knocked on Jin's door but he didn't answer.
"Who is it?"
"It's Namjoon!"
"Oh come in!"
I went in his room, I saw him in his cute pink pjs. I bit my bottom lip. Damn, how can he look so hot and cute at the same time!? I sat on his bed next to him and rubbed his back.
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine, I'm not upset, nor am I pissed!" Jin smiled.
"Oh cool. And others said sorry."
"They don't need to, they know I'll forgive them straight away. They must be really sorry."
"Yeah." There was a deafening silence between us.
"Jin, can I sleep with you for the ni-" Jin cut me off as he crashed small plump lips on mine.
"Of course you can! I was hoping you would ask."  So I quickly went to my room and changed into my pjs. I rushed back to Jin's room and jumped on his bed but he was already sleeping so I had to be careful. I got into the bed, covered me and Jin with a blanket while snuggling with him. I kissed him on his forehead.
"Goodnight baby, sweet dreams!" I whispered in his ear.
"As long as I dream of you, I know I will!" I blushed as he mumbled those words. I pulled him closer to me. This is going to be a night to remember!

A/n so I added a bit of yoomin cause why not??