I've decided to write letters to people I love, and people I'll never get to meet.
Mom,
Mother I don't know where to start. Well, first off I would like to thank you for being my mother and father. When Dad died, you taught me to strong. You always loved me, even when I drove you crazy. That love never went away... and mine will not fade for you either. When I'm dead, I don't want you to be depressed. I want you to be strong, like you taught me to be.
I love you Mom, I'll be looking over you always.
With love,
Your Baby Girl Addy.
Bryn,
Thanks for annoying me, loving me, teaching me, caring for me and most important being my sister. When we were little girls I envied you, you were my role model. Still to this day I envy the person you are. I remember the very first time I had to shave my head, I thought I was the ugliest person on the earth. Until you shaved your head to.
When I'm dead, I want you to move on with your life, but carry me in your heart and remember all the amazing times we've had together.
With love,
Your Baby Sister Addy.
The Man My Sister Loves,
You my friend are the luckiest guy on earth. My sister loves you, and I hope you love her too. Bryn is the most honest and loving person I know. I hope you love all her flaws, her strange mood swings and most of all her.
Even tho, we will never meet in person, I will be watching over you.
With Love,
Addison.
Lily,
If you are still alive, and kicking...
Know that you lighted up my life. You are a joy to be around and the sweetest little girl I've ever met in my entire life. I hope you never lose that sparkle in your eye, because it's something real special.
Just know that I'll be up in Heaven singing with the angels! I'll be watching over you!
With love,
Addy.
Rachel,
You are the greatest nurse on this earth! And no I'm not just saying it, it's the truth. You care for your patients and become their friend. You always made shots not so bad and made coming to chemo fun.
Thanks for always being their for me!
With love,
Your favorite patient Addy.
Ryan,
You are the man that I love. You always knew the right thing to say, how to put a smile on face. I could go on forever talking about how great you are.
But I don't have all the time in the world. If I would have had more time on this earth, I know I would've married you, had kids with you, and grew old with you.
When I'm dead, I hope you find someone who loves you just as much as I did. Someone you love truly.
With love,
The girl that loves you, Addy.