Last night, I woke up and couldn't breathe. I was taken to the hospital and Dr. Koen says I can let go today.
So I guess this is it, I'm dying today.
This is sooner than I expected, but I guess you could say I'm ready to be done with all this pain, but I'm not ready to leave this earth.
My hospital room consists of Mom, Bryn, Rachel, and Ryan.
I've given them all their letters and told them to open them after I'm dead.
Lily is very sick, so Rachel had it delivered to Lily's mom.
"Hey Guys, can you give Ryan and I a few minutes?"
"Yeah" they all reply
I give everyone a hug goodbye and tell them I love them before they exit the room.
Ryan comes on the bed and I lay in his arms.
"Ryan, I'll be off pretty quick here..."
"Where to?"
"Off to Heaven of course!" I say
"I love you Addison Marie Hill" he says
Even tho I was losing my breathe I tried to spit out some words.
"I love
And I was Off to Heaven, to sing with the angels.
