don't let me go

The third connection

Stiles saw me panicking and grabbed my hand, he pulled me out of his window and onto his roof.
I was sat in between Stiles' legs
He had his arms wrapped around me and I held them there
"It's okay"
He whispered in my ear
I felt safe again, something about his presence calmed me and helped me find peace
He repeated him self again this time holding me tighter
"Sorry"
I mumbled and bowed my head
"You get them often?"
Still whispering he questioned me
"What?"
"Panic attacks"
"Yeah I guess"
"I get them all the time, after my mum died and all"
"Sorry" I said again
"It's okay" his mouth was so close to me ear I could feel the heat of his breath
"It's fine"
Then he kissed my neck and I don't mean just pecked it I mean he gave a hickey right there and then.
He kneeled over me and did it again an inch or so down from the last one and again until he reached my collar bone.
"Stiles"
I took my fingers out of his hair
"Yeah"
"We should go back inside"
"Okay"
He got of me and crawled in through the window and I followed.
No one noticed, they were all talking about who was going to do what
I walked straight through the room and Lydia followed me into the bathroom
I tipped out my makeup bag trying to find the concealer
"Come on come on!!!"
"Here"
Lydia picked it up of the floor and handed it to me
"I knew you liked him"
I drew crosses with the concealer straight threw the newly laid red marks on my neck then rubbed it in
"What time is it?" I asked trying to change the subject of conversation.
"1" Lydia had put all my makeup away for me
"That late?"
"We got here at 11"
I smiled and turned on my phone. Sure enough it read '1AM'
God. We need to start moving in on the hunters in like 5 hours
We walked back into the bedroom and everyone was literally crashed out half on the bed and half on the floor
I walked over to Stiles and sat next to him against the wall
His head fell on me and he started snoring.
Scott was asleep on top of Malia who didn't look very impressed up on the bed along side mason and Corey who were whispering to each other 
Lydia sat next to me and fairly quickly we both passed out too.