The Trust Bar (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction) (on hold)

Mine

  Well right before I was going to start on this I watched a vidoe of Niall Horan in LA. I am scarred for life. They were getting Niall to do stupid stuff, and he was TRYING to dance in the passenger seat of a car. It wasn't a very pretty sight. Here's a tip for all the 1D boys......DON'T TRY TO DANCE BECAUSE YOU CAN'T!!!!! OK, now  that that is out of my system, who likes the book so far? Isn't it awesome?! Of course I had to add a little humor because I mean One flippin Direction is in it and if it's not just a little funny than One Direction ISN'T in it. I mean those boys just make everyone laugh. No matter what kind of mood you're in. Well you can read while I go cry because the sight of Niall dancing is still stuck in my head.......

  Taylor's P.O.V

   I woke up at about ten. I wonder what time I fell asleep?I can ask Kayla later. It's not that important. I rubbed my eyes and got in sitting positoin on my twin bed.I looked over at my room mate, who was still asleep. Lucky her. I got up, walked over to the desk and grabbed a pen and paper.

Kayla,

I had some things I needed to take care of, I'm not sure when I'll be back. So just text me when you wake up

xoxo Taylor

I left the note on her nightstand, slipped on some tennis shoes, grabbed my purse, and silently left. Not worrying about makeup, hair, or clothes. I was still in my grey t-shirt, blue cotton shorts, no makeup, and hair in a messy bun. I'm sure I looked terrible though. My eyes were probably still bloodshot from crying so much. I even cried in my sleep. There was a wet spot on my pillow where my eyes were. I hope I didn't wake up Kayla because of the noise I must have been making.

"Hopefully it's not too cold outside," I muttered to myself remember what I was wearing.

R u still @ Harrys?

  I sent the message to Danielle. I was going to apologize for running away yesterday. But I had a right to. I mean I don't have to trust people anymore. But it would be easier if I could. It would take a LONG time before I would trust someone with the story of what happened, why I don't trust, and why I stay up every night  crying. I wanted so bad for someone to love, me hold me close at night when I had nightmares, but I'm afraid something will happen again. But I just don't trust it's to big of a risk.

  I walked outside into the cold air, wishing desprately I put on pants. I jumped when my phone buzzed.

Fixna leav y?

I need 2 tlk 2 u liam & harry

do u want us 2 stay here? or cum 2 u?

i left the dorm, so stay put wait no, met me at the coffee shop with just liam and harry, i dont care about the rest, leave them ther

ok, be ther soon

 I sighed and walked along towards the little cafe where I was meeting the three.

"Can I have a french vanilla cappichino?"

"Yes ma'am one second." The lady turned around to make my drink. I got the money out of my wallet and set on the counter. "Here you go." I smiled, nodded, and took my cup and walked to a table and sat down. The radios began to play one song that I cursed the day I heard it. I didn't like it. Guess who sings it? One Direction.

You're insecure don't know what for, you're turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or

   I don't like any song by them. I pulled out my headphones and plugged it into my phone and went to music. I blared it so loud, I couldn't hear the other music. I closed my eyes and tried to shut out the world, coldness, Brian, the memories, the nightmares. Just everything. It worked until someone slapped their hands over my eyes. I jumped out of my chair and screamed.