The Trust Bar (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction) (on hold)

Last Kiss

    Call me crazy but it's like 12:30 and I'm working on my stories. I'm weird crazy and wickedly awesome. Aren't I? OK, if you didn't know I have a Liam Payne fan fiction called Diary of a Teenage Nerd. PLEAZ READ IT! GO! Wait, I also have a Niall fan fic it's called The Summer After High School. GO READ BOTH OF THOSE AFTER YOU READ THIS CHAPTER!!!! I will love you to bits and pieces if you do and pleaz comment and vote and fan me and tell others about how awesomely awesome my books are! I'm not kidding I'll love you and fan you back and try and read your books if you do those things for me! I'll chat with you, and tell my friends about your books so...be good lads and lasses and go ahead and do as told. LLN anyway here's the chapter I have been dying to write/type for a while. Pleaz don't hate me when you read it but your comments (nice ones!) are always accepted. So go ahead and read your arse off!

Taylor's P.O.V

  I had stayed up until midnight last night trying to finish studying and doing my homework. And of course Harry had to text me asking what time were we meeting at the park. I told him four. So now at four o'clock I am meeting Harry to tell him things that need to be said. The only way our 'date' will be able to follow through is if I make it through classes today.

  It was Monday morning and I was sitting in a very agonizing French class. I had my head in my hand and was holding back the urge to groan. It was so boring. She kept going on and on about things I didn't even bother paying attention to. I had no clue how I was passing this class. I glanced at the boy next to me. Stocky built, shaggy blond hair, brown eyes. Definitely cute. Not my type though. A little too.....I don't know the word. He's always talking about one thing and then he'll immediatly change the subject all of a sudden, very annoying. I talked to him on occasion, but other than that we ignored each other.

  When the teacher said the two words I had been begging to hear all day I almost screamed.

"Class dismissed." I slammed my french text book to close it and shoved it in my messenger bag so I could leave. I was throwing the bag around my shoulder when someone tapped me on my shoulder. I turned around to see those brown eyes and shaggy blond hair. I don't quite remember his name....started with a C........

"Hey Taylor."

"Hey...." What is it? C'mon Taylor, what is it? "Carter." I tried to cover it up like I haven't forgotten his name.

"You seemed a little down today, just wanted to make sure you're okay."

"Oh I'm fine. You know how Monday's are. Always the worst." He laughed.

"Yeah, I know. Maybe we could sit togther at lunch tomorrow?"

"I'd like that." I usually just sat with Kayla and someother of her acting friends. It'd be nice to sit with someone I was familiar with besides Makayla. I gave Carter one last smile and walked out of the class room to my dorm so I could freshen up before heading to the park.

   I basically ran to my door. I needed to think of how exactly I would say what needed to be said. I ended up deciding I was just going to wing it.

"Hey girlie!" Makayla came in and threw her bag on the ground and plopped into her bed.

"I have to say goodbye to Harry." She sat up. Her eyes showed confusment, shock, tiredness, and upset.

"Why?"

"Because, I jsut don't want to risk  getting hurt again. You know how flirts are. And then I think I still might be in love with someone else...."

"Please don't say you're in love with the jack ass who gave you those scars."

"No!" I was over whelmed by memories. I saw the knife blade in my mind and winced. I pushed the memories out of my head and focused on the matter at hand. "No, there was one before that. He disappeared one day. Never seen again. I'm positive I still love him. I can't just go out with Harry, hoping those memories will fade."