Forget the forgettable.

This book, I hope it can help people, and for them to know that there not alone. It might be a bit far fetched from the real world, like I'm sure many of you may not be interested in becoming a physician, but give the book a go as the feelings are all their let me know what you honestly think and I will continue writing.Thank you.

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Chapter 1

Trembling with nerves. Hidden tears ran down my face yet I managed to show a weak smile, while he showed a sympathetic look at my direction, and while knowing how much pain I was in, he still pulled a brave face .

It wasn't his fault, he had no choice.

He gently pulled his shimmering, black helmet over his pale complexion, climbed on his monstrous bike and left me.

Alone.

I stood there in the pounding heat of my doorway, heartbroken and what felt like a lifetime just remembering his face.

How his perfectly styled hair Would change colour in the different seasons, how his tall body towered over me, how his husky voice sent shivers down my spine and how is troublesome smile with his dimples placed on each cheek sent daggers through my heart, but all of that had to end at some point. I walked in and closed the door behind me.

Sliding my back ever so slowly against the cold door, I crouched down and felt the tears caress my face like a soft painting. It was almost as if, the element of time stood still and pain had taken over.

All of a sudden a memorable knock comes upon the door. I grasp the handle with my numb fingers and I leap towards her consolidating hug. It was Nicole, my best friend.

'Lilly you look awful, no offence!'I chuckled at the thought of her honesty. I really did look bad. My face was smeared with black, my hair was in a big mess, tied together with a dilapidated hair band and my deathly eyes looked like I was a corpse just awakening.

Nicole has been my closest friend ever since we were little. Her long immaculate blonde hair dangled on her back and her piercing crystal eyes were a deadly beauty. Her witches cackle of a laugh always makes me shed a smile and I don't know where I would be without her.

'Right I think you should sit down, I will make us some lunch and we can talk.'Nicole quickly hurried of into my kitchen, not before dragging me to the nearest sofa.

She shortly came back in with some lunch, well it was Ben and Jerry's ice cream, with two spoons and some Doritos.

'Perfect medicine for a break up.' Nicole adds.

I couldn't even lift my head, the thought of me and Jamie breaking up hasn't gone too well and I'm soon in tears, with Nicole's arms swung around my body.

Tears are streaming down my face and Nicole's grip loosens and she grabs my arm and looks so deeply into my drowning eyes.

'Lilly you knew this was going to happen, he couldn't stay in England forever, he had to go back home and it was your decision you knew the consequence of getting emotionally attached, I am here for you!'

Her harsh words and calming voice, helped me pull back my tears and gave me strength to just move on.

Actually the next few weeks, her words was the only thing keeping me going .