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To hear that my girl was pregnant with my baby just threw me in for a loop, I ain't got no type of fathering skills or how to be a father all because my pops wasn't there when I was growing upon it was strictly me, my moms and my brother. I didn't give two fucks about him well at least I don't now
I knew my babygirl was scared but she had me and I wasn't going to leave her for nothing I knew it was going to be a battle with me continuing boxing but I can manage both though sooner when I hit that Ali I'm a wife my girl up and my baby gone be living fine I can promise that
"Dame what about my parents, what about your mom and boxing.", Aaliyah asked it sadden me to hear her so worried about everything but honestly I was scared too but I knew she needed me to be strong and for her I can be just that
"Let's worry about your parents first I got my mom but boxing is the last thing on my mind right now.", I say cause that can wait right now I'm willing to do whatever she wants to although I am nervous on what her dad might do even though he accepted me that's still his daughter at the end of the day
"Can I process this first right now only you and Kidada know but I don't want my parents to know, at least not now.", Aaliyah says as I kissed her head I can understand hell I'm still processing it like damn in a few more months I'll be having my own baby
"Yeah Baby.", I say and then all of a sudden my phone ring and I reached into my pocket to see who it was of course it was Jay ugly ass texting me about going out tonight for a party but Nawl man my baby needs me plus her good girl ass got school in the morning
"Who's that.", Aaliyah asked and I chuckled cause she said that a little too quickly for me. "Jay he want me to go out but I wanna be with you.", I say and she smiled and kissed my cheek
"You can go, I need to rest anyway frankly I kinda want to be alone.", Aaliyah says and I understand I get up and straighten out my shorts and I lifted her chin so her face could match mines and I leant down and kissed her. "I love you baby remember that.", I say and she smiled and bit her lip
"I love you too Dame.", Aaliyah said as I made my way to the door and her family was outside in the backyard laughing it up not knowing what's going on with their daughter. I shake my head and got into my car and drove to my boys house
It wasn't far since everyone in the neighborhood went to school with each other so things get out fast but this was our secret plus Kidada and that's it. I made it to Jay house and when I get inside it smell like nothing but weed even though I smoked it, it was too damn much for my nose they trying to fuck up my nostrils
"The fuck damn nigga it smell like a weed shop how much you been smoking.", I say with a mean ass mug on my face and Jay sat there with a blunt in his hand and his girl Bey in his lap and she was smoking with him I gotta say Bey can roll a fat one no lie
Bey was Aaliyah home girl but I didn't trust her she always made some flirty remarks at me I mean I know I'm a better looking than Jay like who don't know it. "Roll one with us you ova there looking tense.", Jay says and I guess I could especially after today
"Bey pass me one.", I say sitting down and Bey happen to got out of Jay lap and walked over to me with a flirty smile on her face and passed me the blunt. "Here ya go Mr. Boxer.", Bey says and I rolled my eyes and took the blunt and began inhaling and exhaling
I wasn't likely into it so I got up and went into the back where there was a punching bag, luckily most of my stuff was here. So I had strapped my hands and put my gloves on and began reliving the stress and started punching the bag as hard as I can
My mind was consumed with the short smoke, the stress of Aaliyah, and boxing I relieved it. Punching from left to right to right to left making sure my aim was on point. I guess I gotta do what I gotta do
