not cool

not cool 1

It had been a whole year since Keith, Roxanne, Anthony and i had talked.

We all used to talk like friends but ever since i went to my grandmothers house for a year, everything had changed. Literally everything. I dont know what happened that year but something made everyone forget me or hate me.

We were the four popular kids of the school, until then. Keith and Anthony had completely forgotten me and they had moved on. They dont even talk either!

Roxanne is now my worste enemy and has become a constant fear. Shes the b/tch now. She sleeps around and she only talks to her other b/chty friend Lara.

I only have one friend now. Bailey. Shes very sweet and she cares an awful lot about me, she has had a rough life and that makes her a softy, i guess.

Every day i've been struggling to get out of bed and go to school. i mean, im not cool anymore. Im just one of those forgotten random girls that everyone remembers but no one talks to. Life isnt so good anymore.

I still wonder WHY Roxanne hates me so much and what her problem is with me. I never did anything wrong. At leaste thats what i think.

~school~

"hey hey, H E Y!"

I turned around to see Bailey running towards me. I smiled

"Hiya Bailey" I said

"Why didnt you wait for me?"

"Im starved! I need to eat, like, right now dude."

"You still could've waited." Bailey protested

"Yeah well..." i paused

I saw Anthony walk into the cafeteria, and i couldn't help but smile. He is so good looking. A tall and semi-muscular seventeen year old guy with thick black hair and coffee colored eyes. How could you not stare.

"Helloo earth to June." Bailey wailed "Goodness, stop staring or he'll see you!"

"isn't that the point?" i stated instantly and laughed.

Truth is me and Anthony haven't talked in so long it feels like i don't know him and i feel like he's even forgotten my name. I wish he would talk to me! but thats not going to happen anytime soon.

"Ew, losers. Where did you come from? you look like you rolled out from hell and haven't bathed." Roxanne scowled.

"A simple Hello wouldn't hurt." i blurted without a glance.

"you dont deserve a 'simple hello' you're trash and nobody likes you except for your dorky friend Casey or whatever your name is."

"its Bailey." Bailey said shyly

"what do you want Roxanne." i demanded

"i want you to stop looking at my future boyfriend damn it. Dont think i haven't seen the way you look at him. You need to come down from the clouds you're in and realize that he doesnt like you nor will he ever."

"okay Roxanne, get over your littel b/tch fit." i said with frustration.

"hmph. whatever, scum." Roxanne snared

And she walked away. Flipping her brown hair over her shoulder and sticking her almost noticable butt out acting as if she has one.

~after school~

i took Bailey to my house for a sleep over, its friday so we have saterday planned to go eat breakfast, head to the mall and watch a movie afterward.

i drove home.

We greeted my parents and ran downstairs to the basement. It wasnt exactly my room but i always used it for sleep overs since my brother moved out. He left his workout machines here though so they take up half of the basement.

i tried to girl-ify the room by putting up christmas lights all around. the matress was on the floor with no frame, just the matress. and an old model flatscreen. it was a good size anyway so i dont mind.

"June, wheres the remote??" said bailey

"right here" i threw the remote to her and she turned on the tv and pretty little liars had just started. we sat on the matress and watched the tv.

"so the thing that happened at lunch today... i have a feeling that Roxanne is going to get with Anthony.." bailey said

"why do you say that?"i said confused

"didnt you hear her? she said i want you to stop looking at my future boyfriend." Bailey pointed out

"oh god nooo, i really hope they don't get together omg please noooo." i whined.
After talking about the subject we were fast asleep.

we woke up around 10 a little too late.

I took a shower then Bailey did, we got dressed in jeans and a hoodie i slipped on my toms and she wore her converse.

"morning mama, hey dad." i said looking at my parents in the kitchen

"good morning Mr. and Mrs. Caster." Bailey said as sweet as can be. She always had great maners.

"we are going to eat breakfast then head to the mall for a while and afterwards we'll go to the theator, is that alright?" i asked

"of course, hun. Have fun" my mother said " Not too much fun though!" My dad scowled with a grin

we laughed and agreed. we got into my black jeep and left.

after we had eaten it was about 12 so we just lingered around there for another two hours so we ended up at the mall at like 2:30 pm.

we talked and looked for some new clothes but hadn't bought any, just then we saw Roxanne .. She looks slutty as usual so does Lara, she started waving her arms full of shopping bags trying to get our attention. i rolled my eyes in disgust.

"hi ugliest girls in school, you know, you guys are lucky i actually walk up to you and tell you you're ugly." Roxanne snickered.

"uhm? idk how to respond to such a stupid comment.." i stated

"Ugh you gross me out, what are you two barf balls doing here anyway."

"shopping isnt it obvious?" Bailey said with confidence

"no, i dont see either of you carrying any shopping bags, but then again you guys are too ugly for the newest trends in fashion anyway."

"oh wow, look whose talking!" i shouted. "you know what Roxanne, we dont have time for your bullsh/t. So get out of our way."

*slap!*

did Roxanne really just slap me?! omg.

Lara and Bailey both gasped loudly and were murmuring to themselves.

"OH MY GOD! b/tch!" i yelled and shoved her, we both started to fight and punch, kick and slap. Soon enough the mall's officer showed up and broke up the fight by getting in between and separating us.

"get away from Anthony you pathetic loser!" she yelled while the officer was pulling us apart.

he called all of our parents and told them to pick us up. and so they did. i thought, oh god am i in trouble.

we drove home and no one said a word. i was so embarrased and my stomach hurt real bad, i think Roxanne kicked me or punched me there. i dont know but it aches.

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sorta short chapter but let me know if you guys like it so far!

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