not cool

not cool 4

~friday~

school.

i walk to my locker and open it my combination was 342015. i swung it open and a paper flew out . it was folded into a square so im sure it was a note, i picked it up from the floor

it said:

meet me in C wing. 2:00.

i wonder who sent me this? i know for a fact it wasn't roxanne. the handwritting looked manly not girly

i went to class and saw Anthony sitting in the desk infront of me, i walked over and sat down, put my books on my desk and opened it to the page assigned on the board.

He turned around to look at me while i flipped through pages.

"yes?" i said

"hey pretty girl" he said with a wink "i sit infront of you now. Mr. Warner moved me."

i opened my mouth to say something but Anthony talked again

"i mean i dont mind at all, at least i sit by a cute girl in class now"

i smiled "wow, haha. stop flirting with me" and playfully pushed his arm that was laying on my desk.

"i cant." his brown eyes stared at my blue ones and he seemed serious.

he looked so starstruck, honestly. but im not sure if it was just to get me delusional. or if it was real.. i couldn't tell

Mr. Warner walked in

"alright everyone class has started." he said nonchalantly "Anthony Andrews, turn around and stop looking at June, i dont want to move you again."

"sorry, i cant help it" Anthony said, everyone giggled and chatted softly.

Anthony turned around with a big smirk on his face

~1:50~

im in math class and im working on a worksheet of complicated math problems. i looked up at the clock and remembered the note.

ugh i have to leave in ten minutes

i wonder if Mrs. Opum would let me go to the "restroom".

five mintues past and it was now 1:55.

i raised my hand and said "could i please use the restroom? its an emergency."

Mrs. Opum looked at me "i guess thats alright but come back quickly."

"take the pass with you."

"i will, thank you." i said standing up and taking the pass.

i left out the door and started to run, well it was a jog. i was in A wing and had to go to C wing which was upstairs.

i got there and stood by the lockers. the clock now said 2:01

i was pacing back and forth nervously. then i saw keith.

"you actually came." he said surprised

"you put the note in my locker?"

"no someone did that for me. but i wrote it."

"i see. okay, what do you want?"

he took my hand and pulled me while he quickly walked to a section of lockers hidden by the corner of the wall.

i pulled away "okay, whats your deal?"

"look, you left me no choice. I tried to say sorry and have you as a friend but you keep pushing me away. ive run out of ideas, you avoid me so i cant just go up to you and try to apologize. you make it hard for me but thats okay. i have you here. now. so please listen."

"okay.." i said with a raised eyebrow

"June, you're beautiful. You really are. that day at lunch i fell in love with your sweet dark blue eyes. and the scent of your hazel hair. your light freckles that barely show on your tan skin. I just want you, please. dont push me away. i really like you, june! i dont want you to be mad at me. "

he reached for my waist, but i grabbed him by the shoulders to keep him distant.

but he looked to the floor and pushed my arms away, he reached once again for my waist. and grabbed me . he pulled me in close but i still pushed him.

"please stop" i said getting anxious

"dont push me away, please june, dont do this to me" he said

he put his hands on my shoulders. he looked square into my eyes and pushed me against a wall

"please" he said sadly

"stop keith let me go" i said very anxiously

"i cant. im sorry. i just cant."

right then his lips crashed into mine, my eyes widened and i shoved and pushed, i moved my head so he would stop kissing me but he grabbed my cheek with his hand and held me in place.

"stop!" i shouted "stop it!"

i broke free and ran.

he called my name but i kept running .

the school bell rang after i went back to the class room. everyone packed up and left the room, my teacher looked at me confused.

"what took you so long?"

"im sorry" i said quickly and left

i got to my locker and took a deep breathe. i entered my combination 342015.

opened it and grabbed my backpack, i closed it and walked. keith tapped my shoulder "hey"

"damn it keith! what do you want from me?" i said nervously and felt tears

"oh my god june! dont you see? i want you to be my girlfriend!" keith demanded loudly enough for everyone in the hallway to look.

i looked around and everyone just looked at us, the world paused.

Anthony was at his locker and managed to catch my attention. he stared at me waiting for my answer.

keith was waiting for my answer.

the others were waiting for my answer.

i couldnt handle so much so i just breathed loudly and looked around frantically .

i looked at keith and blinked quickly trying to think, just as i was going to say something

Anthony stood next to me and said

"dont stress her out like that, i know she doesnt want to date you keith"

i looked at anthony blankly, but he didnt look at me he just glared at keith

"i didnt ask you for your opinion Anthony. I know she wants to be my girlfriend. Everyone does! She does. i know it. " keith looked at me seriously "right?" his voice cracked from frustration and sadness

"......yeah" i whispered , i felt my voice was gone, it sounded like it.

anthony looked at me and said "really? are you sure about that? i mean i know i would be so much be-"

"shut up Anthony, just shut the f/ck up."

keith said while grabbing me by the side and pulling me along with him while he walked towards the door.

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