not cool

not cool 8

~school~
I was sitting at my desk trying to pay attention to whatever the teacher was trying to explain but all I could think about was Keith and Anthony. I wish breaking up would be as simple as it seems...
I wonder if I should try to break up today.
NO! Horrible idea! !

After class I went to go find Bailey at her locker. She was standing there talking to Keith. Which by the way is very weird so I walked up to them.
"Hey guys." I said
"Oh hi" Bailey said nervously "I though I was going to go meet you at your locker today"
"Well I felt like coming this time."I replied "is there a problem?"
"No! No problem here" she said without making eye contact.

"Well this is awkward I think I'll just leave." Keith said after a little while of silence. He walked away, just then Bailey closed her locker turned to look at me then she left without saying anything at all to me! K then.

I feel rejected, wow I don't have friends. So I thought hmm maybe I should go see what Anthony is up to. I went to go look for him at his locker but no one was there. So I just decided to go to my next class early since I literally had nothing to do.
I was walking to my class when I saw Lara, she walked by quickly and tried to not make eye contact with me.
that's strange ?
As puzzled as I was I don't want to over think anything right now.

I walked into my class and sat down
Let class begin.

~after school~
I was exhausted and I was bored of having everyone ignore me or not be there for me..
Keith walked up by me just as I left the school building.
"Hey sorry about earlier."
I stopped walking at looked at him.
"Hmph." I rolled my eyes "why is everyone acting so weird."

"I'm not sure what you mean?" He said confused

"Well first I find you talking to Bailey at her locker I didn't even know you guys talked! I mean wow, I don't care but I don't want to not know about these things. Then, I went to go look for my friend at his locker and he wasn't there?? Which is also strange. THEN I walked to my class and I passed by Lara and she sped up and tried not to make eye contact which is strangest! Knowing her and Roxanne they'd stare at me and call me a b/tch or something."

"Oh,..." He let out.

"That's it!? That's all your going to say??? Wow OK Keith."

"What?! What do you want me to say??"

"Idk! Something!" I said frustrated "Whatever I gotta go now bye" I quickly turned away and walked, but Keith grabbed hold of my arm and drew me in for a hug.
"What are you doing? Let go." I said
He didn't let go he held my cheek and said "I still need you."
He doesn't even know me like that. I don't talk to him much, how could you need someone you don't know? ..