not cool

not cool 2

-monday-

I did not want to go to school. I have a bad feeling in my gut. I think I'm gonna puke.

i got up out of bed and took a quick shower my hazel hair had turn brown with the water. i got dressed, did my makeup and head out the door.

when i arrived at school Bailey was at my locker waiting for me and texting someone. I greeted her and opened my locker. She said she saw Anthony and Roxanne talking. I had the worst feeling. i knew she had asked him out. i just knew it.

i walked to my first class alone. Anthony was sitting at his desk talking with his friends. and like always we waved at each other, but had never said one word to each other. . .

Until today.

"Hi June." he said

i was so surprised that he said hi to me and even more surprised that he actually remembered my name. what?.

"hi" i said sheepishly and turned around while i blushed and smiled.

~lunch~

I walked to lunch. Lost in my own thoughts. Thinking, why would Anthony say hi to me today? maybe he just felt like it. or maybe he finally wants to get to know me. What if Roxanne talked to him about me? i hope it wasnt anything bad. . well it is Roxanne so im like 100% sure she told him some kind of rumor about me. or maybe that we got into a fight on saterday?

"hey."

what?

who? i turned. I saw Keith. The biggest ladys man, every girl thinks hes super hot. and hey he is, hes toned and handsome, white teeth and tall. Hes a living ken but manly-er and with more of the beach boy style.

"oh, hey." i responded trying to keep my cool.

"So, June. you walking to lunch?"

"yeah.. i am."

"Cool, ill walk with you."

"okay? hah" i chuckled

"i heard you and Roxi got in a fight?"

"yeah... how did you know?"

"Roxi."

"i figured. you two are friends right? or am i wrong?"

"your right."

"hmph."

"yeah...." "would you like to sit with me?" he asked

"i guess."

"great." he smiled

we talked and talked about absolutely nothing. He was pretty cool and i can joke around with him like a brother. I think, i recovered a friend

after school i went to my locker and grabbed my stuff and when i was walking down the school hallway, i saw them. I saw them, and it so happens that when i looked Roxanne was reaching to hold his hand and while she held it at his locker she said something and kissed him on the cheek.

Ugh!! Why is she like that oh my god. I felt nauseous and sad.

i ran so fast to the bathroom and threw myself in a stall to puke and balled my eyes out.

i felt a hand on my back and saw someone from the corner of my eye kneel down to my level as my head was above the toilet, it was Bailey. . i hugged her and didnt let go, i cried and cried like a baby.

"i saw you run to the bathroom." she explained "i had to go after you, it hurt to see you run away like that."

"they're dating" i said between tears and gasps

"i know..." she ansered

"now i really have no chance what so ever.. what do i do Bailey?"

"i guess you should just befriend him first.."

"but he doesnt even talk to me, ugh! and she would ask him out."

"i feel you, i know i know." she agreed.

I stared blankly at the floor. Not knowing what to do. I really like Anthony. But she would get him before me! why would he say yes though! i dont understand whats going on, my head hurts form all this.

~next day~

Phone rings. Its Bailey. "hello?" i say into the phone "hey bestie" says Bailey. "im here."

oh crap i forgot she was going to pick me up for school today

"okay okay, ill be out in a few" i hung up and grabed my book bag and put my hair up into a messy pony tail and ran to the car i had to skip breakfast but no big deal.

We got to school and i see Roxanne and Anthony holding hands.

"i think im gonna be sick" i said to bailey

"just forget about them don't let her know your upset okay" bailey said with a reassuring voice

ugh i didn't want to see them together i don't like it. So we go inside and i go to my locker get my books for english and walk into class. Anthony sees me, he waves and i smile at him. i tried not to but how could i?

"Hi June." he says to me

"Hi Anthony" i reply as he walks by me to throw a peice of paper away.

~lunch~

im at my locker, alone.
someone falls behind me i turn and see books flying! it was a boy. i dont know who he is but i feel pity for him and help him with the books and pens.

i hear laughter.

Instantly i get angry. I stood up and faced the boy laughing. It was Keith! What?

"why are you laughing!?" i said furious

"chill, baby. I just find this amusing." he says teasing

"do not call me baby. There is nothing amusing about this. Why did you trip him??" i argued

"oh i didnt trip him baby. dont get your panties in a knot."

"stop it." i said getting more and more angry

"okay sorry sorry sugar queen." he said trying to act cool.

"not cool Keith. stop it." as i said that the boy left running away. i think he was crying but im not sure. "why do you need to be that way. your only acting like that because your with your stupid friends."

Keith glared at me, then i saw regret in his blue eyes. I think i felt bad for him but he was being a jerk so i kept a straight face.

"fine." he said and left. i was furious. Why would he do that? he was being super sweet and nice when we ate lunch together and now whats his deal?

"wow." someone said

i was confused. i thought everyone left for lunch who could possibly be talking to me? i look away from my locker and see Anthony standing there with his arms crossed against his muscular chest. he was wearing a navy button up long sleeve and fitted caki pants with vans.

i look at him confused, and sorta surprised

"impressive. very impressive." he said.

"were you here the whole time? ooor..." i questioned

"yup. Your a sweet girl June." he said confidently

i blushed and tried to look away from his confident eyes and hot as ever smirk. but i couldnt.

he started to walk around me looking at me up and down. I felt insecure. He just looked and looked. then he stopped and stood in front of me, he was really close to me i looked up at him as he looked down at me, we just stood there staring at each other then he smirked. i blushed. And finally he walked away smiling.

when he left i let out a huge sigh. i realized i wasn't breathing while he looked at me and felt embarrassed.

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