When four high school friends go on vacation on their own they face challenges that can scar them forever.
Emma Swan, 18, her boyfriend Killian Jones, 18, and they're three friends Robin Locksley, Zelena Mills and Regina Mills, 18, go on their seni...
Right then, before my eyes, he flatlined. The nurses came in and started doing compressions or whatever they're called.
"No! No!" i cry falling down.
"Shh." robin turns me around as they try and calm me down. Of course it doesn't work. I can't lose him. Never. This is just a dream, it has to be.
"Charge for 200." a doctor says as they shock him.
"He's not responding! Start compressions again!" i can't listen to this.
What if they can't bring him back? What if he is gone forever and all I have left is his voice in my head?
What if I don't have his strong grip to hold me when I'm scared or when I'm sad?
His spontaneous romantic gestures, his little hugs? His soft kisses? I can't imagine being without him?
What if he does go? Will the football team give me his jersey? Or his letterman jacket?
Would they all come to his funeral and commemorate his amazing self?
Would the news get to Killian's ass of a father who abandoned him and his brother as kids and he'll actually care for once?
Or will he find out and just not care?
Will Liam hate me for bringing Killian to the cabin in the first place?
When will I be ok? When will I be able to live without him there?
Never. Never is the answer.
"He's--" the doctor starts completely out of breath.
__Two weeks later__
I parked the car and sighed heavily. Today was a long ass day. Full of college acceptance letters and prom preparations. Basically a hectic day. And all doing it alone. Well not really alone but close enough. He wasn't here. A week and a half he's been gone and I'm literally lost. I miss him so much.
I turn off the car, grab the shopping bags and head inside my house to finish my homework.
"Hey honey how are you?" dad says perkily.
"Why are you so happy?" i ask annoyed with the world.
"Because life is good." he continues to wash the dishes.
"Speak for yourself." I mumble. But obviously not low enough because dad heard me.
"I know you miss him Em but just because he's gone doesn't mean you can't be a little happy." he walks over and hugs me. I don't really give in but he's my dad and his hugs usually help.
"I don't know dad. I just miss him. A lot." i go up stairs and place my bag and phone on the bed.
I did some homework and just layed down in bed. That's when I got a phone call.
"Hey Em!" Regina screams through the phone.
"What do you want?" i groan into the phone.
"God miss grumpy! I'm sorry did I interrupt little miss emma's alone time?" she jokes.
"Not a good time to joke G." i shake my head.
"Sorry. You are just so depressed and it's annoying! Just because he's gone doesn't mean you can't be happy at some point." she says sincerely through the phone.
"I know that, my dad said the same thing, but-but I didn't get to say goodbye." i let i slight sob leave my lips.
"Do you want me to come over? We can watch the notebook and get a good cry in. My mom is being a pain in the ass... again. We both need this." i laugh wiping away the tears.
"Yeah that's good." we say goodbye and hang up. Minutes later she was at my house. She had the essentials: popcorn, chocolate, and the Notebook. We sat on my bed and turned on the tv in my room. We put the movie on and started watching. I love this movie. But Killian hates it. He always used to come over to watch movies and this is my go to pick. He groans but knows I love it so doesn't-didn't care.
Regina gasps, "OMG it's the part!!!" she squeals. The best part, my personal favorite. 'Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me. I waited for you for seven years. But now it's too late' ally says as the rain pours. 'I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year. It wasn't over. I still isn't over.' Noah says. Then he kisses her. I always loved this scene and it never really got me to cry, but today I couldn't help it. I missed him. I missed Killian. People always tell me to get over it like it means nothing but it does mean something. He is my true love and the longest I've been separated from him is a day at least and two weeks is definitely waaaaayyyyyy too long. But I'm gonna have to deal with that. He's not coming back. I wish he would but he can't. Before I knew it and I slipped into a deep sleep.
The next morning Regina was gone and I have to get ready for school. Fun just fun. I get up and take a shower, blowing out my hair afterwards. I look through my closet for a shirt, in the end I decided to go with Killians favorite: a patterned, strapless bra and a grey shirt with low cut arm holes showing the bra underneath. My shorts were ripped and I put my sandals on.
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After I applied some makeup, I walked downstairs and ate some breakfast.
I go into the car and drive to school. And when I get there, I once again walk into the double doors to hell.
