THE OUTSIDERS.

Once its gone its gone ✨ Sodapop Curtis ✨

Dear Diary: March 19,1993

It was a Friday when I saw the strange boy who really turned out to be the reason I smile,The reason I live Life instead of ending it all, he was the boy of my dreams. I have really been close with him, when My mother was in high school, Sodapops mother and my mother was best friends, they hung out together, told each other everything, when my Mother was seventeen she dropped out because she had my oldest brother, Ethan which he is a soc. My mother and father divorced when I was Six. There  deal was instead of having both of us at the same time my mother took me, and my father took Ethan. 
My father lives on the south side of town, that means the Socs Had him wrapped around there finger.  As so for me I was a greaser. I would see Ethan in school but he would never say anything. He would just act cool and roll his eyes, Personally I never even noticed Ethan was there until he started hanging out with Sodapop, Ah Soda, his eyes, his personality , his smile, got me going wild , I never really liked anyone until I met him, me and soda never really hit it off until seventh grade I'm a Freshman now. As I was walking down to my classes wearing some dirty converse, A normal pair of skinny jeans, and a plain DX shirt. My hair is a brown/ black ( or whatever hair color you have) I styled my hair in to two French Braids down the middle. As I was walking to my locker I saw other girls Socs  for say. But I never really cared about the girls , expect Sandy Evens. Sandy Evens is Sodas girlfriend her& I have had some issues, but at the end of the day it comes out okay. As I grabbed my textbooks,mechanical pencils,binders,water etc. I started walking down to my first period,ELA ( English Language Arts) I walked in and saw my  best friends. Hayes, Shawn, and Taylor. Hayes had blue eyes, long shaggy hair. He is dating Taylor, they are the kinda couple you would see fighting one minute and the next loving each other the next. Hayes was smart, sweet, and every overprotective. Shawn on the other hand has dark Green eyes and long greasy hair that flips up in the front.Shawn  used to be close with Tim Shepherd until Shawn  Helped Dallas Winston slashed his tire's on his apple red Ford Truck. Taylor had a long blond bob. She had brown light eyes. Taylor was every beautiful,  very outgoing and really brave. She didn't think the whole " greasers or soc" she believed people should be judged by who they are not by there side of town. Anyway as I walked in I put my stuff of my desk and took a seat and waited for the morning announcements . Few minutes went by The Teacher called on people to read the book," The Left Hand Of Darkness"this book had me messed up. It all about love and he would fight for her or his pride. ( I totally made the description up I never read this book but I just thought of what it would be, so please do not get offended if you have read this book. And shoutout to the author of this book) -anyway-
As we finished the sixth chapter, it was time to go to my next block. Math. As I walked out the door I heard Shawn Carter call out my name."Y/N!!" He said screaming. He ran up to me and told me about his homework for ELA. " y/n!! Hey you left your binder in ELA." He said handing me my binder while his backpack on his shoulders and his free hand shoved in his pocket. " thanks Shawn ." I said with a smile. " hey, what's your next period?" He said as we continued walking down the hall towards our lockers. " math." I said looking back at him . " oh cool, hey have you heard about the party Ethan Lockwood's tonight?" " ah- no Ethan and I are not on speaking terms at the moment, heck we never was." I said while propped up on my locker. " oh well you wanna go with me? Just as friends though." He said blushing. " sorry Shawn I have to study." I said doubting if he believed it." Oh well that's cool. But if you change your mind you know my number." His mood changed after I told him that. " hey I gotta go. I'm going to be late for History. See ya later Y/N " He said turning around and walking away. I quickly opened my locker in fear of being late for my next class. But I felt bad for leaving Shawn like that. I wasn't lying I have to study. I opened my locker and a note fell out of the locker. I quickly grabbed my stuff and picked up the paper. But I was distracted by soda walking by. I looked up and he winked at me while hold Sandy's textbook. I quickly ran into math. As the teacher started talk about what we was going to learn I opened up the folded school paper that feel out of my locker. "My dear sweet y/n,I wish you knew the way I felt every time i look at you.I wish you knew how much you make my heart melted if I thought of holding you in my arms.I wish knew how much I love you. I try to tell you but every time I try to tell you, but I pause over your beauty .Your smart,loving,caring ,and fearless . You are so special . Your  not  like any other girl . Hopefully one day I can call you mine I  will never let anything or anyone hurt you you will be safe with me.You will have everything you want and need with me . But I can't tell you who I am. I would screw everything up. Hopefully one day everything will change between us not just friends .—