Prussia x reader - lost and forgotten

Chapter 5

Your heart plays your mind. Right at that moment, my heart was beating when he held me, I knew somewhere inside I felt something.. I just don't know how I should feel.

We only met months ago and my heart beats for him now. What the hell.. I don't want to feel this way but I can't help it.
I wake up and get ready for work, grabbing the keys and walking to work with Gilbert by my side.

We don't say a word on the walk there, I try unlocking the door but I can't seem to put it in right. " Go... In!! " I say in anger, trying to put the damn key in the hole to unlock the place. " Here. " he said as he gently grabbed them from me and simply unlocked it. " T-Thanks.. " I say, my cheeks red from embarrassment.

We have gotten about 20-37 or more costumers today, it was hella busy. Now everyone is rested in. I doze off into space. " Hey ( y/n ) where does this go? " Gilbert asked. I didn't hear him, I was thinking about something deep.

I feel someone poke me. " Uh- ya- what? " I say, immediately turning around. Gil chuckled a little, he was holding a box. " Where does this go? " he asked once again. " In the trash. " I say, going back into my little world.

I don't think I ever mentioned this but i love anime, it's something you wouldn't figure out if you knew me. I tend to doze off and think about this amazing fantasy of me and anime characters. I had an obsession of being on my phone and computer but that stopped, I guess later today if I'm bored I will watch something.

I step outside the bakery as Iock the door. " Yay! ( y/n ) actually got it in! "Gilbert said, teasing me. He knew I got a bit irritated when he teased me, it also made me want him more. " Hey! " I say, playfully pushing him. He chuckled and didn't do anything back. That's what I thought~.

I unlock my door and I plop on the couch, taking up all the room. " I'm so hungry!! But it takes up so much energy to make it.. " I say, burying my face into a pillow.

" Let's go to dinner, you deserve this after all the hard work you did today~ " he said in a soft voice. " Maybe I do! " I say, thinking about it.

Well, we ended up going, I got dressed in a sun dress, since it was hot outside. While he wore a regular tank top and jeans. I looked at him as e walked out if his room, ha-had he been working out?! I examine his muscles and blush, trying to hide my face for any teasing. Wow... He has a nice body..

He ends up taking me to a place that's 15 minuets away, which I had no clue existed. I can't even pronounce the name.. Must be german.

We walk in and I look up. Even the menu is in a different language. " Hey Gil.. Can you read this? " I looked up at him, a light blush scattered on my cheeks from embarrassment. He nodded. " Yup. " he said. " Can you order for me..? " I asked. " Of course I can meine Liebe~ " what did he just say?! I need to take german..

We sat down and I look at him. And I mean REALLY looked at him. I blushed once again, I've never really seen someone so.. So nice looking.. Stop stop! I can't think this way! I mean he has a nice body.. And he's really sweet. NO!

I continue to stare off into space, not realizing I was looking in his eyes, fighting over the fact that I shouldn't like him.

I hear him chuckle. " Why are you looking at me ( y/n )? " he said, looking straight back at me. " Eh?! Ah.. S-sorry! " I say flustered, looking down at my hands. " Don't get so embarrassed, I was enjoying looking at you! " he said, grinning, I look up and see him looking straight at me. " I- " the waiter interrupts me rudely as he gives us our food.

" Wow Gilbert! This is really good! " I say as my eyes light up in happiness. " This place is German correct? " I say as he nods. " Yup! " I smile and soon finish. " I'm stuffed. " I say with a frown. My stomach hurts so bad.

He leaves money and we walk out. " I'm so tired.. " I said, my head leaning on his arm. He moves it and puts it around me. What-... How am I supposed to react this!! I try to act normal, blushing madly.

We walk home in almost a silence. I also didn't mention I live close by to a beach. He walked the opposite way from my house, I knew immediately he was taking me there.

He sits down on the warm sand, I stand awkwardly. " Sit down ( y/n )! " he said chuckling. " Oh uh.. " I sit down beside him and he scoots closer to me. I don't say a word. " It's so nice out here. " he said, looking over at me. I look back at him with a smile. " it is..! " I say. " not as beautiful as you~ " he said, looking at my eyes, then my lips. Is that a sign he wants to kiss me?!

Like before he had tried but I got a phone call. He looked really nice today and not to mention very handsome.. I know he's been wanting to kiss me for awhile. I don't see what's the problem. I mean he's a sweet and attractive guy.. He even cleans for me now! I lean in and kiss him gently, though his response was rough. This was my first kiss, I blush madly and keep it going.

After awhile I pull away for air, I blush deeply and look down, I don't know how to react. I think so many things like, am I a good kisser?! Should I have done this? He looks at me and lifts my chin up so I'm looking in his eyes. " I love you.. " he said. I look in his eyes and for respond do to shyness.

(( sorry it's short and I haven't been posting. I have writers block. Hope you guys understand! ))