Prussia x reader - lost and forgotten

Chapter 9

It had been a few weeks now since he had taken me to disney land, the special place he had surprised me with. It has been lonely being here all day until late at night. He tells me he's hanging out with friends he met at the gym, but something tells me this isn't the case. I know what's going on, he's seeing someone else. It makes me sad to even think he would want to be with someone else. This one time I thought he loved me, I have no one. I actually thought he was the one. Here I lay, tears streaming down my face as I try not to think about it. I hear the door close. He's home. It's about 1:32 AM, I hear him come in, I close my eyes and hide my face to try not to show him id been crying and I'm awake. He lays beside me and turns to the side. Usually he kisses my forehead.

I wake up with him not by my side, of course. I actually had made friends over work. I give her a call and ask her if she had seen him around with anyone. She told me she had and she's sorry. I sit there in silence and cry to myself. I hang up and sit on the couch. " I miss you dad.. " I say, I think about him a lot. I wish I had parents to tell me things and help me.

Everyday has been terrible for me and I'm tired. He comes home later than usual. I'm awake on the bed, trying not to cry. " Uh- hallo. " he says to me like he's surprised. " You've finally come home. " I say softly, I look at him for a second then look down. " Ja! We went to the bar and watched football! " he says, I can tell he is faking it. " Everyday and night I wait for you and you come home this fucking late. " I replied, awfully calm for this situation. At least I try. " baby, I'm sorry. " I reply quickly, " Don't you call me baby! I already you know you call someone else that! You don't need to waste your precious time on me! " I yell. He tries to speak " ( y/n ) - " " No! You lied to me.. " I start to cry. He tries to comfort me. I slap him across his face. " Get the fuck away from me! " I stand up. " ( y/n ) I can explain- " I cut him off. " No you can't! You can't explain anything you did! I can't even look at you without feeling sick and broken inside! So don't you dare try to explain. " he stands up and looks down at me. " I actually thought you loved me. I guess I was wrong, I should have need let you in! You had me thinking you were the one. But this world is a cruel place! What the hell did I do to deserve this? " I sniff and try not to cry as I yell at him. " I can leave her. " he says. " Really? .. That's the best you could say? You know what? I want you out, to leave. " I said. " ( Y/n ) - " he keeps trying to talk but I don't want to hear him speak. " Don't even try. Just go. I don't want to hear anything. Infact I don't want to see you see ever again. " I put my hands on my hips and try to stay strong. " I don't have a place to stay.. " he whispers. " That's not my fault. Why don't you stay with the person you love? " " I love you " he replies. I don't answer him as he packs. He gets out of the house and I say. " Don't come back. " then I slam the door.

The past few days have been a living hell. I keep trying to forget him but I can't. I feel so empty inside, just what I had felt when my dad died.

I realize he was something that didn't matter and I can't keep living like this. I take care of myself and make my self go to work. I sit at the bakery, watching couples pass by. I made nothing today, unless you count a quarter I found on the ground. I close up and decide to walk to the beach. I sit down and take a deep breath, this reminds me of when we kissed. Today seemed to empty. I feel so antisocial. I see a little kid crying by himself, I get up and walk over to him. " Are you lost? " I ask the child, kneeling down. " Yes.. " he cries. I pick up my hand and wipe his tears away. " Let's go look for your parents, okay? " he nods and then I hear someone yelling. " Alex! " I assume it's his parent, I look up as the kid let's go from hugging me. He runs over and hugs his handsome dad. Holy shit. " Hello. I found him crying by himself and ya. " I say giving a small smile. " Thank you so much! My names Sam by the way. " he says, shaking my hand. " ( Y/n ) " he smiles. " didn't we go to highschool together? " he asks. I nod. " Dont you work at the bakery down the street? " he asks, looking down at me. I nod. " I was going to stop over there today. Are you still open? " I shake my head. " I actually closed earlier. " I say, pushing hair behind my ear as the wind blew through my hair. " Daddy! I wanted to go! " he whines. I smile and look at the cute kid. " Hey I wouldn't mind opening up for you. " I look at the man. " Really? That would be great! " he says happily. " I'll meet you over there. " I say, turning around and walking on the street. " Hey, do you need a ride? " I blush and turn around. " no! That's to nice. " " come on, your opening up for Alex. " he says. I nod and walk to his car. He asks how I am and I lie.

We get to the bakery and I ask what they want as they sit down. " I want a cupcake! " Alex says. " Okay. How about you Sam? " I ask. " Coffee will be fine. " I nod and go make some cupcakes. It's a kid so I make extra. I come out and hand him his cupcake and come back with Sams coffee with a bag of cupcakes. " Here you go! " I smile. " How much will it be? " I take off my apron and hold it. " You don't need to pay me. It's fine. " he gives me a bright smile " Here. Take this as a tip. " he gives me 5 dollars and I smile. " thank you sir. " I slightly bow. " Have a seat.. Please. " he says. I nod and pull a chair close I their table. " Thank you miss! It's really good! " Alex says, giving me a big hug, chocolate getting on my shirt. Sam looked at my shirt and saw the chocolate. " I'm sorry. I can get that off! He says. I shake my head. " Don't worry about it. I got it. " I smile and get up, noticing him checking me out. I take off my shirt in the back and soak it in water. I come back out with a tank top, sitting back down.

We ended up staying there and messing around. I have to admit Alex is the most adorable kid I have ever seen, those green eyes and blond hair. We stand up and Sam gives me a hug. " Thank you, ( Y/n ). This means so much to me. I haven't gotten Alex to smile ever since my wife and I got divorced. " I nodded and smiled. " No problem! " I smile wider. " I'll be stopping by tomorrow. Just a heads up. " he smiles. I grab my keys and walk outside. I lock the place up and he waits with Alex. It's raining and I'm freezing. Sam sees me shivering. " Here. Take this. " he gives me his jacket. I smile. " Thanks " he nods. " Thanks again. It was great seeing you again. You know- since highschool. " I nod. " Have a nice night. " I say as he replies back.

I get home safely and warmly as well. I remember Sam so well from highschool. He wasn't popular. He was a nice looking guy and we had been friends forever. He was adorable. Maybe seeing Sam would take my mind off of Gilbert. But why would someone like Sam love me?

I go to work the next day and see Sam walk in, wow. He looked great in a tuxedo and a brief case. I always wanted a man who was progressing like Sam. He actually came to front, not all costumers did. " Hey! " I say, smiling. " morning. " he says, which I return. " Can I get coffee with not much creamer? " he asked. I nodded, going in the back making coffee. I gave him the coffee and he smiled. Gorgeously. Then left. " Thanks! " he said. Today was going to good. I got so many costumers and money it made me happy.

The past few days and weeks of working I saw him every morning and weekends. My world seemed so bright now that I saw him everyday. I haven't seen Gilbert at all. Still some part felt broken.

This morning he asked for my number and I gave it to him. I'm so glad. Later that night I got a call from someone. " Hello? " I say, hoping it was and wasn't Gilbert. " Hey it's Sam! " he says. " Me and Alex are making dinner. We want you to come over. " he says happily. " Id love to! " I almost cried, I don't know why. It just made me happy I was wanted. I got dressed and he was going to be here soon. I put my hair into a bun and put on sweatpants and a cute shirt. He said pajamas so I did.

He knocked at my door. " You look beautiful. " he said. I blushed and stepped out of my house. " You look handsome. " I say. I get in the car and sit down as we drive to his house. We get there and I smell something wonderful. " Wow! Did you and daddy make this? " I kneel down to Alex as he nods. " Yupp! " I smile. " come on! " he drags me to the kitchen and it looks beautiful.

After we ate we sat on the couch. His house was big and beautiful. Alex turned on a kid movie on and I smiled. " Sorry, Alex watched this before he goes to bed. " I nodded. " it's fine. " I say. I notice his slowly scooting towards me as we watch the movie. Alex had fallen asleep an hour later and Sam was about to pick him up. " You look tired. I can do it. " I pick Alex up and take him to his bed and tuck him in. I kiss his forehead as Sam watches me. I walk out and close his door quietly. " Thanks, " he began. " I really enjoy having you around Alex. He's really happy now. He always asks if we can go see you. " I look up in his green eyes and nod. " I love being around you guys. " like I said, he hasn't been happy for a long time. " I felt bad for the kid. " If I can, I'd love to take Alex to the bakery some days and he can help bake and we can have fun. " he nods and looks at my lips then my eyes. It has gone silent, all I can think of is kissing him. He slowly leans down, I close my eyes and he gives me a small kiss.

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