Believe (HIATUS)

8

Chrissy and I were back in the hotel room. I couldn't help the smile that made it's way to my face. I made into next week. This amazing. They would be proud. I believe that they are proud of me. For doing what they loved and what I loved. This, this right here is for them. They are the ones pushing me into doing this. Pushing me into doing what I love. I could only picture they're smiles on there face as they looked down at me. Just thought of them smiling down at me warmed my heart but it also felt lonely. I wish they were here cheering me on. I wish they were here so I could hug them. I wish they were. But I know in my heart that when my time comes I will hug them and tell them about everything. I'm positive that I'll also tell them about Chrissy.

"Hey you ready we have to go down to the lobby. Since today the boys and duets will be preforming. Doing the chair challenge thing. So come on let's go." Chrissy said with a smile. I nodded and got up following her. The girls and groups went yesterday so today the duets and boys are going. I was relieved that we went yesterday. I mean I did fell bad for Jamie. I shook my head and followed Chrissy down to the lobby.

I smiled slightly when I saw Quinn she smiled and walked towards us with a big smile. "Hey girls. How are you?" Chrissy smiled at her, her cheeks slightly turning pink. "Uh h-hey Quinn." I couldn't help to chuckled lightly at her flustered state. "Hi Quinn." I waved at the girl who returned the smile and wave. "Y/N I just want to say that you killed it yesterday you hit the those notes effortlessly. Chrissy you did amazing as well. You did really really good." She said smiling at Chrissy. I thanked her and looked at Chrissy who's cheeks were really pink now. "Uh th-thank you Quinn you did wonderfully as well. You did-Hey ladies." I turned around to see one of the boys. I remember his audition I think. He ended up dancing with Dinah. He was really and I mean really cocky.

"Mason. You ready for today?" Quinn asked. I looked at Mason who had a smirk on his face looking at me. "Of course I was born ready. Hey Y/N when I win we should go out sometime." I wanted to laugh cause this is the first time ever a guy says that to me. I didn't know what to say. There are two beautiful girls by my side and he's talking to me.

"Okay Mason get out of here. I'm sure you got to go rehearse so go." Chrissy said rolling her eyes as he smirked and winked at me before walking away. Wow.

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Chrissy and I sat in the cafeteria they had in the hotel eating some lunch. After the boys and duets went we came back the hotel. Chrissy was telling me about the time she embarrassed herself in front of her crush in high school. I smiled shook my head. I looked down at my plate and picked up a grape eating it. I then felt like someone was looking at me. I looked up and looked around the cafeteria only to see Isabel was looking at me. She had this look, this look that for some reason made me feel really uncomfortable. I looked away but I could still feel her eyes on me.

"Chris I need to go to the restroom. I'll see you back in the room." She nodded and smiled as she continued eating. I quickly made my way to the restroom. I went to the faucet and washed my hands once I was done doing my business. I kept on washing them until I heard the door open. I kept my gaze down.

"Well well if it isn't Y/N. You know everyone thinks that you're this innocent person that has nothing to hide. But guess what. I know what exactly what you're hiding, orphan." I froze at the word I kept my gaze down as I felt her get closer. "I'll make sure that this doesn't gets out if you 'choke' next round. You know what to do. If you do I'll keep my mouth shut. No one will know." With that she walked away exiting the restroom.

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I quickly made my way into the room shutting the door behind me. I could feel myself start to panic. I quickly went to my bag looking through my bag but feeling like my lungs were closing on me. I dumped everything from my backpack struggling to breath.

"Y/N? Y/N? Hey it's okay here." She put the inhaler to my lips. After two puffs I could feel myself calming down. I felt a hand on my back rubbing small circles. "Hey it's okay." I let out a shaky breath and looked at Chrissy who was looking at me her eyes filled with concern.

"What happ-Isabel knows." I whispered out. "Isabel? She knows about...about you're family?" I nodded. I felt her sigh and pull me into a hug. "She wants...she wants me to throw the next round. She wants me to be eliminated. If I do she won't tell."

"Y/NN I know you don't want people to know about you're family. But are you really willing to throw this, this dream that your parents and your brothers knew you'd be good at. Forget what everyone else thinks and says about you. Y/N, you are one of the strongest people I know. That bitch must be really scared if she has to threaten you to throw the competition. Y/N listen to me, I know I didn't know your parents but I'm sure, I am pretty damn sure that they are proud of you. Don't let anyone tell you other wise. Don't let that bitch scare you. I'll be here with you every step of the way." She said looking at me. I nodded and felt myself relax.

She's right. I shouldn't care what Isabel thinks or anyone else. I need to start believing that. I need start believing in myself.

**

Demi sat in her room as she looked through her phone until she heard a knock. She sat up and walked towards the door. She opened it only to see that no one was there. She furrowed her eyebrows and looked both ways she rolled her eyes and went to shut the door but then stopped when she saw small envelope on the floor. She picked it up and closed the door.

She then sat back down opening the envelope. It was a letter.

Her brown eyes scanned the letter but froze when she was done reading it.

Y/N Y/LN is an orphan. She's been an orphan since she was six years old. Think I'm lying? Why don't you ask her.

Demi was left there with so many questions going through her mind. There was only one person who could answer those questions. So Demi stood up leaving her room and going to the person who could answer her questions.

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      -Moni