Kill me
Why?
Because there is no point. I have nothing to do that will affect anything.
Yes you do. You wre only a teenager. You might do more in the future.
But it isnt the future. I am stuck in this cycle of days that are exactly the same. It is killing me.
Doesn't mean it has to literal kill you. What if in the end it saves you?
How do you know? You arent from the future so it could be exactly the same. It doesnt even matter what other people think. If I want go die then i will.
What if Zane doesnt want you to die? Will you still kill yourself and let the love of your life suffer because you were a dumb ass and couldnt see your own selfishness? I think that is beyond stupid.
Yeah I guess it is fairly stupid. I guess i am dumb. Why should a stupid weak little bitch such as myself be able to breath on this earth?
Because some people need the weak to prey on and others need the weak to look up to so they know that no matter what if they are better then them than they are well off.
Then i guess everyone should look at me and strive to become far better. Don't ever come to save me and just be better. I can suffer here on my own. I don't want to drag anyone down into my own stupidity. Now leave me here. You are better off without me anyway.
Yes leave him here. He needs to learn why the weak live. They live to be trampled on and beaten down never saved. Weak people wont learn if someone saves them.
Goodbye now. It is time for me to learn why I must be left behind all the time. It is time for me to be alone.
YOU ARE READING
Keith's diary ish
Randomsort of where I probably will write about my life. prepare that tissue box or to clap your hands. or just sit there and wonder what made you even start reading this.
