Help me mend this broken heart of mine (HIATUS)

Chapter 4 - Meeting Him

~Mikael's P.O.V~

                                  I remember the first day when I saw your face 

                                  The first day you smiled at me 

                                  The way you talk, laugh and yell 

                                  I know for sure that 

                                  You're better than the best

I'm here outside the room waiting for the gay teacher to give me a cue to come inside. 

Even though I'm outside the room, I can hear them whispering. 

"There seems to be a new student who just arrived today."  

"Why in the middle of school year?" 

"He or she?" 

"Maybe s/he's a genius because s/he was accepted here in the middle of the school year." 

"Another nerd." 

"I hope s/he's hot."

"Good Morning class, we have a new student who just arrived this morning. I expect all of you to be nice to him, okay? So please welcome your new classmate, Mikael Louise." The gay teacher said with a huge smile on his face.  

I entered the room and as expected every girl swooned and it's disgusting. But one auburn-haired girl caught my eye. She's not even listening and damn she's not even looking at me. 

I caught a glimpse of her eyes. It's full of emotions. Hurt, regret, sorrow, pain. 

She's beautiful. But she's looking at the blonde boy whose talking to a girl and it's obvious that they are both happy and as if they have their own world. Then I shifted my eyes back to her. She's really sad. I want to comfort- 

My moment was disrupted by the fake cough of the gay teacher. 

"I'm sorry Mik-mik but you have to introduce yourself first before you check on some girl." 

I glared at him not only because of the nickname he gave me but also because he caught me. 

"Mikael Louise, 15 years old." Still looking at the auburn-haired girl because she's still not looking at me. And she didn't even notice me. 

"Okay, I think you really want to sit with her so Mik-mik you can sit beside Shawie." 

The gay teacher whispered the 10 first words and he called her name in earsplitting way. In short loud. As in LOUD. OA nga eh.

And that brings the auburn-girl back to her senses. 

'so its Shawie eh.' I thought. 

"Yes, Sir Noah. Why did you call me?" Shawie-girl said in frantic. I can't help myself but to smile a little. 

That voice is so angelic. And she looks like an angel. 

The gay teacher frowned but in just a second he smiled again. 

"This is Mikael Louise and you'll be his partner from now on." He said with a "smile"? I think his planning something. And it's creeping me out. 

"But Alfred is.." she was interrupted by the blonde-boy. The blonde-boy she was looking at a while ago. 

"It's alright Shaw, I already know the way here." The blonde boy said. 

Shawie just smiled weakly to him. 

"Mikael you can sit beside me." She said then she smiled at me. 

She smiled at me. A true smile. 

I can't stop myself from smiling so before hell broke loose I glared at her. 

But she's not affected.

                 It's obvious that you love him 

                 I know that you care for him 

                When you stare at him it shows how you're deeply in love 

                I know because when you look at him, your brown eyes tell your soul

Every time I glanced at her way, she always look at him. 

She always look at him like his the only man on earth. 

I can't help but to be annoyed. 

At first, I don't know why I'm acting this way. 

I always wanted to see her smile, to hear her voice, to look at me. 

I wanted her to realize that I'm also here.

                     I always tease you to get your attention, I know that you love him 

                     But it's not my fault that I fell in love with you so easily 

                     I'll do everything just to have you, just let me love you 

                     I'll make you happy and smile again, I can wait till you love me 

                     But one question struck me 

                     If you realize how much I love you, 

                     Will you love me too? Or at least try to.

I saw her coming. But she's looking at him AGAIN. So what's new? 

I'm not sure nga if nag'eexist ako sa buhay nya eh.. 

Ako naman ito, agaw papansin. KSP. Lalo na sa kanya. To the girl I fell in love with. 

So I intentionally put my leg infront of her so that she'll stumble.

And as expected.....

"I'm sorry I'm not looking at my way."  she said habang dali-daling tumayo.

Coz you're not looking at my way, you're not looking at me 

"Tch. Be careful next time strawberry."

I saw her face change from confusion, understanding, and embarrassment to anger. 

I stormed my way out. 

And then I heard her shout.

"MIKAEL YOU PERVERT.."

                     It hurts me seeing you sad 

                    Seeing you love somebody rather than me 

                    Can't you see I'm also dying here? 

                    Can't you see I'm better than him? 

                    Can't you see I'm the one who understands you? 

                    I've been here all along but you never glance at me 

                    I'm the one who makes you laugh when I know you're about to cry 

                    Why can't you see you belong with me?