Online Love

Chapter 22 - Cancer

Chapter 22

(Justin's POV)

"Selena I have to tell you something..." I sighed and handed her Stephanie. "What is it Jay?" she smiled and looked in my eyes. Damn, everytime I look in those eyes I just.... argh I just loose it!

"I...i.. I have cancer." I said without even thinking.

Shit.

Where the hell did cancer pop in my mind?

I saw how her eyes started watering and how she didn't even bother looking at me, I gulped.

What the fuck was I thinking?

Cancer?

Fucking cancer?!

"W-when d-did you find out" she said giving me a glimpse of her tearful face, I moved her head slightly and wiped her tears with my thumb. I had no clue what to say, I stared at her with regret and pain she looked so fragile. "I got a call this morning" I blurted out, I kept piling lies on lies and I knew I was making this even worse I mentally beat myself up. "Oh" she whispered looked the other way, sobbing hard "why me? I just wanted to be happy in life" she mumbled between sniffles, my heart shattered, I wanted to tell her I didn't mean to say that and that I don't even know what I was saying but my mouth kept blabbering lies. "I'm sorry" I whispered, "I'm so fucking sorry Selena, I always put you through so much shit" I said tearing up myself, "I don't even know if I deserve this" I said referring to my life. "don't say that Justin, you deserve life okay? We just need you to spend as much time as you want with us okay? Well work things out baby" she said caressing my cheeks, I looked in her eyes and placed a passionate kiss upon her lips, I felt her smile as we pulled away " go get some rest" she said, I nodded and walked up stairs in bed and looked up to the ceiling cursing to myself.

Selena's pov

As Justin went upstairs I held Stephanie in my arms and looked at her eyes that sparkled beautifully, they were so memorizing! I kissed her chubby cheeks and laughed at her small smile that had appeared on her lips that reminded me of Justin's plumped ones. I sighed hugging her in my arms letting tears fall down, why did he have to have cancer? I've been trying so hard to be happy and positive in life but things decide to be different, look at me. I'm here in holding my beautiful daughter in my arms and crying how her father and the love of my life has cancer? Is this all my life has left me? Leaving Justin with cancer, what would happen to my life?

What would happen to his? More importantly Stephanie's ? She won't ever be able to make Father's Day cards and buy him silly gifts, or become a teenager and get reminded to be strong and tell the boys my father was my first love, or get a boyfriend so Justin can give 'the talk' making her laugh and leaving the boy scared but proud, or walk down the aisle linking arms with him and whisper 'I do' to the love of her life. Who would be her children's grandfather? My heart sank as I cried in the couch for hours. Never would I ever thought that my online love would become tearful pain.

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A big thanks to my nigga @biebers_jounal for the most saddest chapter in the world. 😪💕

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