Wrecking Ball - Harry Styles

Chapter 43

POPPY

It was horrible. I wasn't gone. I was still here. I think anyway. I tired opening my eyes when I heard the door open but I couldn't. They wouldn't budge. They seemed like they were glued shut. What happened? I could hear everything around me but I couldn't see because my eyes wouldn't open. This was fustrating. I tried moving anything but nothing worked. All I could do was listen. I could tell the person I was here listening. I was just there. Nothing would move nothing.

Soon enough I heard the chair beside me move like someone going to sit on it and then they started talking.

"Oh Poppy. Why did you do this again? I never wanted to see you like that. I know everything probably got to much for you but we could've got through it together. I could've helped you through this. If you had only just let people in instead of bottling things in. You pissed me off so much when you do that but i wouldnt change it because its a part of you and i like you just how you are with angry issues or not with depression or not. I love you Pops. You're the sister I never had and I know we fallen out a couple of times but we've always been there for each other and always will be. I might have not talked to you these couple of months at school when you were iwth Harry but i was still looking out for you. I always will be. When Harry told me about you cutting again a piece of my heart broke. I didn't want you to do this but theres nothing I can do now. I know we haven't talked for a while and I don't know if you can hear me but if you can I hope you wake up soon. I need you Poppy. The boys, Niall, Liam and Louis need you. But most of all Poppy Harry needs you. His not doing so well. He tried to stop this from happening but Zayn had his mind set. Him and the boys couldnt do anything. Just please Poppy wake up" I felt like crying but my body wouldnt let me do that ether. Penelope was crying. She sobbing. She was letting everything out. She was broken. I wanted to hug her but I couldn't.

I felt her move from the chair as she kissed my hand. Soon another person sat down and i was confused. Two people were here? Who was the other one? Soon enough they started speaking while holding my hand.

"Poppy. I don't know if you know this but you mean so much to so many people. Yea your parents and your brother and sister may not like you and wish you werent here but there are so many more people who love you as you are and wish you were here. Like us. Me, Liam and Louis love you Poppy. These couple of days of speaking to you and getting to know you, you have been like a little sister to all of us. Penelope loves you. You're like a sister to her. And even Harry. He loves you so much and his love is so much different to ours. He might not act like it sometimes but he does love you so dearly. Just please wake up for us Poppy." I noticed the accent was irish, so it must of been Niall. She sounded like he had been crying before.

I felt him kiss my head before i guess him and Penelope walked out because I heard the door open and shut again.

But not long after the door opened and shut again and I felt the present of two people next to my bed just standing. Who were these two?

"Why did you do this Poppy? So many people love you and you dont even realise." I recognised as Liams voice.

"Your like a sister to us. Zayn took this to far and we all know it. He was being a selfish jerk and you didnt deserve this." I recognised this voice as Louis.

"We're all so mad at him. You didnt deserve this at all. We all love you so much and i dont think we've ever cried so much" Liam said lightly laughing and Louis did the same.

"Please wake up soon Poppy. So many people are waiting and praying for you too. You just dont realise how much you are loved. Your parents and your brother and sister dont know what they are missing. Your amazing person and we all love you lots. Please wake up" Liam said kissing my head and then i heard the door open and shut, so he must have left but i heard the chair move which must mean Louis sat down. Then I felt his hand hold mine.

"I don't know if you can hear me but my mum always said if you talk to people in comas they could come out the coma quicker, so here i go i guess. Poppy, I don't know why you did this. I don't know why Zayn done this. Theres no one to blame but Zayn and maybe Harry a little bit but Harry did try and stop it but Zayns mind was set. Harry asked us to help him but Zayn wouldnt listen to any of us. I love you Poppy, your like a little sister to me. But to Harry you're so much more. He loves you so much more than we ever will. I've never see Harry look at someone like he looks at you. His eyes spark. He smiles just by looking at you. He looks so happy since his met you. Happier than ive ever seen him recently. Your everything to him Poppy. He blames himself for this. He doesnt care about how Zayn was the one who said all the stuff he still blames his self for it. He thinks your going to hate him when you wake up and he doesnt blame you if you do but just please wake up because he needs you more than anything. His not doing good right now and you are the only one who can help him and maybe he can help you too. Just please wake up" When Louis finished i wanted to cry. Why was my body not letting me do anything? I wanted to open my eyes. Move something. Anything just to show them I'm here, that I'm not gone.

Louis kissed my head and soon left.

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