Wrecking Ball - Harry Styles

Chapter 54

*2 WEEKS LATER*

HARRY

Its been 2 weeks since Poppy killed her self by jumping off that bridge. The paramedics found her body but the impact of the splash and being underwater for so long had killed her. They let us all see her body to make sure it was her and she looked so peacful. Like she was finally at peace with herself.

These couple of weeks I don't think I've ever cried so much in my life. I cried myself to sleep and drank everyday and night to get rid of the pain.

Today was the day of Poppys funeral. Her parents didn't want to plan it and left it to us, so me, Penelope, Liam, Louis and Niall all planned it and we all wrote something to say, mine being the longest.

I looked at the clock and saw it was 12 and the funeral is starting at 1. We invited all of Poppys family and our families but other wise it was going to be a small ceremony, as Poppy didn't know that many people. She liked to keep her friends down to a couple that she could trust.

After my 15 minute shower I got into my white shirt and black blazer and dress pants. I heard all the boys and Penelope ready downstairs but I was having trouble doing my tie. What is wrong with me? Why can't I do one thing right? Especially a simple thing like a tie.

"ARGHHH! I CANT DO ANYTHING!!" I shouted and sat down on my bed frustrated. Then there was a knocked at my door and Penelope poked her head round.

"Harry? You alright?" She asked and I nodded as she walked into my room. She was wearing a flowy black dress with black heels and clutch. She looked beautiful but not as beautiful as Poppy is. "Its just we heard you shout" She said and I sighed.

"I just can't get my tie right" I said and she chuckled.

"Let me help you" She said and I stood up and she was basically the same height as me, the heels helping her. Shes taller than Poppy without the heels as well as with them. If this was Poppy she would still be a couple inches shorter than me. Even though I took the piss out of her height sometimes, I did love her height.

Penelope pulled my tie and tied it up for me and then patted my chest. "There you go" She said smiling slightly.

"Thank you" I whispered

"Hey everything going to be okay right?" She said like she didn't believe it herself and I nodded and pulled her into a hug.

"Yea everythings going to be fine" I whispered in her ear.

"You look beautiful by the way" I said as we pulled away and she smiled.

"Thank you, you look handsome too, I'm sure Poppy would say the same thing" She said and I smiled and mumbled a small thank you.

"Hey Haz stealing my girlfriend are we?" Niall came in the room and wrapped his arm around Penelopes waist.

"Nope no need to worry" I said towards his joke.

"Good, anyway I came to say the cars here. You ready?" He asked and me and Penelope nodded.

"Lets go" I said and we all walked out of the house into the car and off to the funeral.

*AT THE FUNERAL*

HARRY

When we got there, there was already people standing by the coffin and the preist, they were just waiting for us cause we were a couple minutes late.

"Sorry we're late everyone, please start" Liam said and the priest nodded and started the cermony. I didn't see Poppys parents but I didn't say anything I just sat down on my seat and waited to be called to do my speech.