love hurts

The Break up

none of us said anything for a while. we just sat there in comfortable silence. all that was running through my mind was,did he hug her like that to make me jealous,or there is something going on more serious between these two and they're just flirting with eachother to throw me off. but i don't care. i can't keep doing this to myself. so i took a breath knowing what am gonna do

"you okay kace?" eric and kevin asked at the same time.

"am fine guys.am just thinking about what's best for me and now i know what is. am gonna break up with devlin and take a break from relationships right now." i said and both of them looked at me with mouths hanging open and wide eyes. am here sitting feeling silly like i said something wrong because of the way they were looking at me.

"y-y-yo-your go-gonna what now?" asked eric stuttering after he closed his mouth.but looks like he's still in whatever mode he was just in.

"i'm going to break up with devlin"i said more slowly this time and yes you guessed it they busted out laughing,which caused me to start laughing even though i dont know why they laughing.its just so contagious when they laugh together.

"girl,stop playing.we three know you ain't gonna do that.the way you love that boy. he could break yo neck and you still love him." said kevin

"uugghhh i know,but it really hurts watching the guy you love flirt with someone else,and hug them in a way they don't hug you.it really hurts and am at the point where i can't and am not gonna take it anymore."i explain

"daammmnn girl thats deep hahahahahahah. but on serious note,i've been praying for this day to come like,on some real shit i went on fasting fuh this."said kevin

i doubled over in laughter the way he was acting.i swear this fool is stupid.i looked beside kevin and yea you guessed it eric was laughing so hard he was bout to fall off the chair,but kevin caught him.

"you should of let him fall off the chair since he wanna laugh and clap like a seal over there."i told kevin

eric looked at me and slapped me upside my head.not to hurt me but to get me to stop laughing at him. "ok i didn't even do anything this time and you hit me.you just mad i told him to let you fall off the chair.but since you wanna hit people,watch yoo back homie cuz ama come at you when you least espect it."

and with that the three of us busted out laughing again.kevin fell off the chair which made us laugh harder,eric was boutta to fall off when he tripped a lady almost making her fall face flat on the ground.she gave him that"you lucky i didn't fall look" and he gave her that "like you was gon do somn look" which made us all laugh  harder causing us to hold our stomachs. don't get me wrong.eric is a sweet,intelligent,caring,jovial etc guy,but he got a smart mouth and a helluva attitude that sometimes annoys the hell outta me and kevin.

after our laughter died down,we talked for a little bit and decided to go home.we didn't even know the time went by so fast.i guess when we're arounf eachother time don't matter to us.i swear i love them.we didn't talk about what happened at school and am greatful for that.

eric dropped me off first and just as i was about to get out the car, i turned and saw devlin outside my house. i mentally punched him in the face and rolled my eyes afterwards.

"you want us to stay?"asked kevin

"thanks guys,but i need to do this alone.thanks anyway,i'll call both of you later and give yall the deets."i told them,they nod in understanding as i got out the car.

"remember think about you and what's best for you ok.love you"said eric

"i hope i don't get too caught up with him and let it slide.love you guys more,wish me luck."i said

"good luck"they said in unison

i walked to my front porch and wait for eric to drive off before i turn and face devlin.

"so that's how it is now?you not gonna ask me why i did what i did today so we can get back to being us? you just gonna leave and hang out with yah boys and leave me like that?"

"hold up,hold up,i know you not tryna pin this on me.you the one all up on natalee like thats yo bitch and i ain't shit.you was the one that was hugging her and don't get me started on the way you hugged her.like wassup with that,you never hug me like that.its not even the first time i caught yall together."i said tears forming at the back of my eyes

"what am i suppose to do when you're always hanging out with those boys-"

"what are you talking about,ever since we started going out,i barely hang with kevin and lets remember eric just moved back so stop making excuses and own up to yo shit. you know what,am not gonna argue with you,we're done its over am done. you can go have natalee now.you ain't gotta go behind my back and do nothing with her anymore and yea people tell me stuff.we're over,don't call me,don't text me'delete my number don't even look at me when you see me."i said the tears welling in my eyes

"kacey,you don't mean that.lets talk about this.let me explain."he said trying to reach for me but i pulled away.

"talk,what's to talk about huh,you should of been talking to me when you have the chance.at one point i wanted to know why you do this to me,but now i don't give a damn.now you're free to do what you want,when you want.leave me alone and don't come near me ever again and i mean it.LEAVE!!!!"i yelled at him.

"kacey please don't do this,i love you"he begged

"well you should of thought about that before you did this.karma is a bitch ain't it.leave now"i said the tears now falling freely from my eyes. i know i did a little too much,but he deserved it.he don't know the pain he put me through. i walked inside the house before he would try to change my mind and i yield to him.

i slammed the door and ran upstairs to my room and started bawling my eyes out. my phone ringed just as i was about to fall asleep.

"hello" i answered without even looking at the caller ID.

"you alright kace,we saw what happened.we coming inside" said kevin and eric

"ok"i replied and hung up

within thirty seconds they're in my room comforting me.they both let me cry on their shoulder while they tell me it's going to be ok and whispered soothing words in my ear.

"you wanna watch a movie to get your mind off it"asked kevin

i nodded yes and he went to put the movie in while eric left to go get the popcorn.half way through putting in the movie kevin said"you know me and eric love you right?and we won't hurt you.we'll always protect you and be there for you.so forget him." that just made me cry harder.what did i do to deserve these awesome guys.normally it would be girls that cheer you up,but i wouldn't trade these guys for anyone.

"we going to the club tomorrow and ama find me and you a nice boo thang"said kevin in the gayest voice i've ever heard which caused me to start cracking up and eric to start talking bout"so you cheating on me now kevin,i thought you would never hurt me.but its kool" i swear these too know just the thing to do to make me laugh. i swear i love these guys,i'll never trade them for anything in the world