I Guess We Did It On Purpose

0.18 *Trigger Warning*

*Triggering Content in Chapter Will be Noted on when it starts and stops*

I walked to the door and opened it to see Sabrina there in person. In front of me.... at my house.

"W-what are you doing here?" I asked in pure shock.

"I came to see you!" She said with a big goofy grin on her face.

"Y-yeah but doesn't tour s-start soon? Shouldn't you be preparing for that?" I said.

"I have and besides I wanted to see you." She said smiling. I looked down and saw she had a bag with her.

"Sorry,Come in." I said quickly grabbing her bag from her sitting it down.

"It's okay. Sorry I have a bag. I couldn't wait to see you and my check in time at the hotel isn't until 3 pm." She said smiling at me as she looked around my house. Thank god I cleaned it.

"So...." I said awkwardly.

"Why are you so awkward" Sabrina chuckled.

"Because you are here in my house." I said Lies. Only partially though. The main reason being that I really like her and she's here in person and I can't kiss her.

Sabrina and I spent the time before she had to check in at her hotel talking and watching a movie.  I still can't believe she's here in my house. I curled up next to her, happy and content with my life in this moment. I felt my eyes getting heavy and flutter closed. But just before I dosed off I heard Sabrina say "sleep well my love"

*TRIGGER WARNING*

I heard the door open with a bang causing me to jolt up confused. I looked around to see if I could find Sabrina but I couldn't instead I saw my drunkly stumbling in the front door. He hadn't seen me yet so I quickly folded the blanket and grabbed my phone going to head to my room when I felt a yank of my arm. I was pulled back and slammed against the wall. 

"where do you think you are going in such a hurry" he hissed. 

"t-to my room" I stuttered out.

"I don't think so you are mine tonight" he said as he punched my stomach which caused me to double over in pain. The punches soon turned to kicks as lay limp on the floor not able to move due to the pain. He soon got tired of using me as a punching bag and went to his room. I went to my room and locked and barricaded my door in case my dad decided he wasn't finished.

Me: Grams, I don't think I can do this anymore. I can't live with him. I thought this would be a one time thing and he's done it yet again. Im tired of him using me as a punching bag. If thats all i'm good for in life then I'm done living. 

I dug though my desk drawers till I found what I was looking for. My unused pencil sharpener, and its sharp shiny blade. I felt the pain as the blade dug through my skin. The blood running down my arms and legs. 

Grams: Gray, Im on my way and I have called the police please don't do this. I need my sunshine. Listen to that girl you like okay Im five minutes out. 

I saw grams text and sobbed even harder. I did what she asked of me and put Sabrinas music on and I cleaned up my cuts and wrapped them up. I threw my blade away, I didn't want to be near that thing again and cleaned up my bathroom floor. I heard the sirens approach and my  dad screaming my name as if I called them on him when it was in fact his own mother. A soft knock soon came upon my door and the grams frail voice spoke letting me know it was her. 

"Grams" I cried as I opened the door.

"hello my sunshine. Im here now its all going to be okay I promise." she told me as she held me close as I cried into her chest just like she did when I was little. 

"im sorry grams" I told her. she knew I struggled with self harm when I was younger. 

"sunshine im here now there is no need for that okay" she said as she carefully grabbed my arm to check the damage.

*Trigger Warning Over*

Grams and I talked to the police and I let them know when this started and all of that fun stuff. They told me since they had proof of what happened as my dad has security camera incase of intruders that he will be going to jail for a while. 

"grams can I stay with you?" I asked her.

"of course dear. we can move everything over to my house tomorrow okay. but for now lets go to my room and get some rest" she said and led me to her bedroom.

Me: Goodnight Sab. I will talk to you tomorrow. Meet at my house at about 9?

Sab❤️: I will see you there love. Goodnight, sleep well angel.