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Girlfriend

Julia

Daniel got a girlfriend. Her name is Angelina and I am jealous because believe it or not, I miss hanging out with Daniel. We would always talk and just be there for each other, but it changed. Him and I were suppose to go out for our weekend secret spot walk and he cancelled for Angi. He has never cancelled and he knows why I wanted to to go to our secret spot, well he doesn't exactly know.

You deserve to know. So you all know how I have a little brother, Myles. Well I haven't seen him in a while because he passed away when he was four. He was running over to me across the road and out of no where and car came from around the corner and hit my little brother.

He died a day later from too much blood loss, to the brain. He is suppose to be eight, I was almost fourteen at the time. No one ever knew about that besides you guys, don't tell Daniel! Actually, Jonah knows. I grew up with Jonah, we didn't tell the boys because we didn't feel comfortable or whatever our dumb reason was.

But today is the day it marks 4 years my little brother left us, and I wanted to have someone there to comfort me. But Daniel, is busy... I never talk on this day and I basically go off the grid, it may sound dramatic but it's how I deal with the pain.

I should go there by myself.
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I drive over there and I walk through the woods into the little cave, with the ledge, and ocean at the view and I see Daniel here with Angi.

This was our spot, not hers. I just keep looking at him and I as I was about to turn, he notices me.

"J, what are you doing here?" He ask getting up.

I ignore him and I go to walk back to my car, without talking. He keeps trying to grab my hand and finally he does "what's wrong?" I shake my head and I keep my tears and voice held in, almost like it's a secret.

"Why are you crying?" I breath in and I pull out my phone, search up the article about my brothers accident and I show it to him. I walk over to a bench and I sit there with my legs hugging my chest.

I miss Myles, so much.

I feel a presence next to me and I see it's Daniel. He has tears in his eyes "W-Why didn't you tell me?" He hands me back my phone. I shrug and I keep looking at the lake.

"Why aren't you talking or looking at me Julia?"

I can tell he is serious because he called me Julia. I sigh and I pull out my phone and I text Jonah "414" that means I have an S.O.S. We made it up when were like 13. 

I immediately get a call from Jonah and Daniel picks up.

Daniel :

I pick up the phone and Jonah says "hello" I sigh "it's me Daniel, why isn't Julia talking and why is she making me call you?" I ask and I hear him sigh "today is the day her little brother Myles died. He was only four at the time. He was walking over to us across the street and out of no where a car came and h-hit him and we were only almost 14. It scarred us but mostly Julia. She hasn't talked on this day for four years and she practically goes off the grid. Her and I go to Minnesota every year to visit him but this year she wanted to go with you but you ditched her for Angi." I feel the tears going down my face " oh my - I didn't- I am such a bad person" I hear Jonah nod.

"Daniel. I don't know if you realize this but Julia loves you so so much" I smile "yeah I know she does she tel-" Jonah cuts me off

"No. you don't. She really has feeling for you and when you ditched her for Angi on this one day she really needed you that is so messed up. I couldn't be there because I had my last recording to do and she said she could always count on you. But knowing her for years has given me the knowledge that when someone lets her down, she loses everything. She is never the same with that person. That's why IM taking her to Minnesota tonight Daniel" and with that Jonah ends the call.

I messed up