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A month

1 month later
Julia:

It's been a month. A month since I was kidnapped. I've been whipped,hit,beat,and raped. Everyday it's a routine. This man feeds me, whips me, yells, and rapes me for the whole night. He took my virginity when I was saving it for someone I loved and this monster took my dignity.

I am locked in a basement and I don't sleep because I am too scared to, the boys haven't found me. I don't even think their looking for me, especially Daniel. He seemed like he hated he me after he got with Angelina. But, he's happy and that's all I ever want for the person I love.

It's around the time he comes down and hits me and I hear his pounding feet scrambling into the room, he has a mask on like always. He comes up to me and sits me up and hits me, I don't react. By now, I'm used to this pain,heartbreak, anything. He hits me again and again and now I feel my freshly scanned wounded open again.
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He's beaten and hit me for a good hour. And now he is getting to rape me for the multiple time, this month. He rips off my pants and I am now being sexually assaulted for what felt like the millionth time. He expected for me to react but after awhile, I never did.
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It finally stopped and the scumbag walks out and I curl up into corner and I lay down in silence. No crying,anger,weakness, I'm numb.

I was supposed to be recording my album and cheering the boys on and hanging out with Zach. I've became the best of friends with him when Daniel wasn't one. I wanna see all the boys again. Watch memes with Corbyn,skate with Jack,Hug Jonah,have my best friend hangs with Zach, and just see Daniel happy.

I miss the feeling of hugging Jonah when I was upset or having Corbyn to make me laugh. Jack would always take my mind off stuff while riding skateboard. Zach would be my rock, he stopped me from doing things he knew I'd regret in the future. Daniel, I miss what we had.

I curl into a ball and try to sleep until I heard big clashes and gunshots from upstairs...