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"Falling in love is harder
than anyone think.
You hurt yourself a little more
every time the image of the
loved one appears"

How did I fell for him? Why? When did I forgot how to hold my feelings? This is confusing me even more. I just meet him! How can I've fallen in love with him already?! Just, I'll try to forget about it. Like I never liked him....

07/02/2016

Now it is 2016. We are 7 now. 3 rappers and 4 vocals. We have Jin, as the oldest of all of us. He has long shoulders and great face proportions. His lips are big and look soft. His vocals are unique, I bet anyone has a voice like his. Then we have Taehyung, he is one of the maknae line. He has light brown hair, with black eyes, but he is most of the time using lenses to get blue eyes. His sense of style is pretty good, he knows what to wear for each occasion. Now we have Jimin, since he entered the group he've been my best friend. He has pink hair and brown eyes, but just like Taehyung, he use lenses to get either blue or green eyes. Now we have the youngest, Jungkook. He is the youngest and is taller than Jimin. To be sincere, anyone is taller than Jimin. Jungkook is the type of guy who will always work out, and be training until midnight. We have Rap Monster, this is his nickname, his real name is Namjoon. He've been my friend since before BTS was thinking to exist. He has purple hair and brown eyes. Dark skin, which made him unique from the others. And he had dimples right on his cheek. Last, but still important for me, a lot by the way, Jung Hoseok. I made sure to say his whole name so you can remember it clearly. He is the Hope of our group. I think that if he wasn't here, everyone would be down and depressed. But Hoseok is always there to make us laugh or even if he just take a smile out of us, he would be proud. He had orange hair and brown eyes, like they were chocolate. His skin was soft, and his lips were small, when he smiled it made a heart form, cute. He was handsome...really handsome. Hoseok had to sleep on the couch for 1 year. Why? When Hoseok's dorm finally came, Jungkook joined, and he would be the one sleeping o the couch. But hen Hoseok gave up his dorm to Jungkook and continued sleeping on the couch. He did this with every members. He is kind hearted. Today he was the last one to wake up. We were all worried about him, because he is normally the one to wake me and Taehyung up. When I woke up, I saw everyone on the table, but Hoseok. I started to get confused, he was always the one to wake me up with a bright smile and cute little dimples on his cheeks, but now, we had d
to wake him up. I went up walking slowly to the kitchen table and sat with the boys. They all looked at me with an expression like I knew why he was sleeping until 11am. I just responded shaking my head. They looked more worried than before, so Taehyung stood from his chair.

- I'll go see what happen to Hobi Hyung: Taehyung said while putting his plate in the sink and walking into his dorm

Taehyung took 10 minutos to came back. And he came back without Hoseok. Jin got even worried, even thought he didn't do nothing to help Hoseok with whatever was happening. So, after a minute of silence and awkward silence and looks I stood and said.

- It might not be that bad: I said putting my plate on the sink: I'll see how he is doing then, I won't wake him up ok?

- Ok: Jin said looking at me with a worried but relieved look

I entreter Hoseok's dorm. His room was messy, socks in the window, shirts in his bed, jeans all over the floor, and he might have spilled some Coke in the floor of his room. I took a minute to look at the mess that I've forgotten about Hoseok. I looked at his bed, he wasn't there. Then I looked at his table where he worked. He was sleeping there. His face was over a bunch of papers, and some papers ripped and scribbled on the floor and table. He was wearing a boxer, no shorts, no shirt either. I went close to him and without touching him, jut calling his name to see if he would wake up.

- Hoseok: I said: It is already 11am!

- Just 5 more minutes: He said opening his eyes a little to look at me: Yoongi..?

- Yeah?: I said

- Wait..: Hoseok said sitting up: What day is it?

- Day 7, why? Are you ok?: I asked a little bit worried

- Oh no! 11am right?: Hoseok asked looking at me

- Y-yeah: I said starting to blush a little

- Why you blu..: Hoseok said, then realize he was almost naked: I-I-I'm sorry..L-let me change first...

- It's ok..I-I was the one that entered without permission: I said exiting the room: When you finish just, come eat breakfast

- ok: Hoseok said closing the door, with red cheeks

When he closed the door, I could feel my cheeks red and warm, as my eyes widen looking at his door. When I realized that everyone of the members were looking at me, with malicious looks. I jut glared at them and started to speak

- He didn't had enough sleep: I said, still with red cheeks and widen eyes: He is changing

All the eyes were gone in a split second. Then Hoseok suddenly opens the door, and his cheeks get red and he starts looking down.

- I-I'm sorry hyung, I didn't knew you were going to get inside my dorm...: Hoseok said, scratching the back of his head

- It's fine, you didn't knew: I said: Why were you sleeping in the desk?

- I was..uhm, writing music: Hoseok said

- When did you slept?: I asked him

- At 7am: Hoseok said

- Wait, what?! How are you so energetic now?!: I asked him surprised

- I don't know, and I don't wanna go back to sleep anyways: Hoseok said getting into the kitchen

- Morning Hoseok!: I heard the members yelling from the kitchen

I just stood in front of Hoseok's room. And took one more look at his mess. He was really tired of making music and getting less sleep. I should help him somehow

@jjaehope copiright included
¡My Original Idea!
Characters presented:
Jung Hoseok
Min Yoongi
Kim Namjoon
Jeon Jungkook
Park Jimin
Kim Taehyung
Kim Seokjin
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